25/10/2025
I don’t usually share personal things online, but today I want to speak my truth… maybe someone out there needs to read this. ❤️
I went through depression.
Not once, but twice.
Back in college, I tried to end my life. My family didn’t know what I was going through because I kept everything inside. I cut my wrist just to feel something other than pain. I struggled with money, I almost stopped studying because my father couldn’t afford it anymore, and I lost the person I loved....my boyfriend died after we broke up. During those days, there was no social media. You suffered in silence… alone.
Then I went abroad, thinking a new life would heal me. But I faced depression again. I almost jumped from a building. For the second time, I cut my wrist. I thought failure defined me. I thought I was not enough. I thought there was no reason to stay.
But God never left me. 🙏
Depression, anxiety, stress...these do NOT mean you don’t have faith in God. I never stopped praying. I still went to church every week even when my heart was breaking. Faith is not about being strong all the time...sometimes it’s just choosing to hold on when everything inside you wants to give up.
What hurts more than pain is being surrounded by the wrong people. Some people don’t understand mental battles. I remember crying at work once, and instead of comforting me, my coworker laughed and called me “TANGA” for crying. That’s when I realized...not everyone deserves a place in your life.
Now, I choose peace. I choose healing. I choose people who bring light...not those who drag me deeper into darkness. Slowly, I am learning to love life again. I travel, I laugh more, and I surround myself with people who genuinely care.
If you are going through something heavy today...please don’t give up. Your story isn’t over yet. 💛 God is still working on you.
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