18/04/2026
Yesterday was one of the hardest days of my life. I received the news that I am no longer employed, my contract has ended. And the truth is, I’m not okay. There’s a heaviness in my chest that I can’t ignore. I feel lost, uncertain, and afraid of what comes next. I don’t have a backup plan… because I’ve always been the one people relied on. I was the backup.
But even in the middle of this pain, I choose to hold on to my faith. I may not understand why this happened, and I may not see the path ahead, but I believe that God is still writing my story. Maybe this is not a loss, but a redirection. Maybe this closed door is protecting me from something I was never meant to carry. Maybe this is God making space for something better, something aligned with His purpose for me.
Lord, in this moment of uncertainty, I surrender everything to You, my fears, my doubts, my disappointments, and the weight I’ve been silently carrying. When my heart feels tired, remind me to rest in Your presence. When my mind is full of questions, remind me that I don’t need all the answers right now, just faith. And when I feel like giving up, remind me why I started and how far You’ve already brought me.
I trust that this setback is not the end of my story. I trust that You are working behind the scenes, even when I cannot see it. Teach me to be patient in the waiting, strong in the struggle, and hopeful in the unknown. Help me to keep showing up, even on the days when it feels heavy.
Maybe I lost something yesterday, but I also gained something, deeper faith, stronger resilience, and a reminder that my life is in Your hands. And that alone gives me peace.
This is not the end. This is just a chapter I will one day understand. Until then, I will keep moving forward, trusting, believing, and holding on, because I know You are with me every step of the way. 🥹🫶🏻
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