01/06/2025
Ang masarap sa loob ng bahay, Walang mapang husgang social media. Maliit na bagay masaya sila, PAMILYA kumbaga.
Dito sa labas, Lahat limitado, Unfair , Konting galaw issue. Lalo sa mga may malalaking pangalan. In short, WALA KA NANG FREEDOM. Kasi pag may pangalan ka, Lahat nakatingin sayo.Kasi pag may ginawa kang hindi nila gusto sila mismo babato sayo. Hindi sila titigil hanggat HINDI KA TUMITIGIL SA PANGARAP MO. Dahil yun yung goal nila. SIRAIN ka kasi AYAW ka nila.
Sad reality. Crab mentality at it’s finest!
Pakatatag ka Jane. Nakatrabaho na kita, Magaling kang artista, Matino kang babae, Mabait kang kaibigan. Wag kang susuko sa pangarap mo. Gusto kita makita in the future sa Hollywood! KUDOS SAYO! 👊🏼 PADAYON!
Emotional? Oo, ako ’yon.
Alam mo kung bakit? Kasi kahit ang daming judgment dito sa labas, sa loob ng bahay ni Kuya… doon ko naranasan ’yung pagtanggap. Wala akong naramdamang panghuhusga.
Tinanggap nila ako kung sino ako.
Sa labas, ang daming mata.
Ang daming opinyon.
Pero sa loob, wala ni isa.
Walang judgment. Walang “dapat ganito ka.”
Just people… who saw me, felt me, and embraced me.
Hindi nila ako tinuring na guest.
I was never “just visiting.”
They treated me like a real housemate,
a sister, a friend, a part of their family.
Naalala ko pa nga, sabi ng mga housemates sakin:
“Ate Jane, lagi nila sinasabi na OA kami… pero ngayon na andito ka, maiintindihan mo na.”
And they were right.
Now I get it.
Now I feel it.
And that?
That means everything to me.
And that’s what made it so hard.
Ang hirap umalis.
Masakit kasi… ayaw din nila akong paalisin.
They held my hand. They hugged me tighter.
And I could see it in their eyes..
they didn’t want me to go.
And that broke me.
And let’s be real 🙂
hindi lahat makikita niyo sa live o sa streaming.
Some of the most real, raw moments?
Hindi nahuli ng camera.
Pero nahuli ng puso.
Kaya kung wala ka sa loob ng bahay,
you’ll never really get it.
You’ll never understand why this hits so deep.
So yes, I’m emotional.
Because that house gave me peace.
It gave me love.
It reminded me that I am more than what people say I am.
And no matter what anyone out here says,
no one can take that away from me.
Not even the judgmental noise from the outside world.
Because what we had inside was real.
And that’s something only “us” will ever fully understand.
- JANE ❤️
