12/10/2025
ISUKO MO, PERO WAG KANG SUSUKO.
I understand, marami kang pinagdadaanang problema. Sabi nga nung kilala ko sa lahat ng aspeto. Madalas pa sabay sabay.
These challenges will either make or break you. And yes, in the beginning make the evil believe it is breaking you while, making unbelievable things on the other side.
Pero hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon kaya mong maging malakas. At wala naman sinabing kailangan mong maging malakas at all times.
Allow yourself to be vulnerable and weak. Allow those tears to fall. Allow yourself to feel pain. To feel all these, is not a sign of surrendering, it is a sign of showing a greater version of you. Stronger and fiercer. Pero saka mo na isipin maging malakas, hayaan mo munang maging mahina ka.
Let'a talk about being at your most vulnerable self, anong dapat mong gawin?
Actually, I asked myself that question as well- wala ako maisagot sa sarili ko. And of course di ako nagtanong sa kahit na kanino. BUT I didn't sulk this time. YES! "this time", kasi noon I try to absorb everything. Kahit hindi ko problema, iisipin ko pa. I overthink- I react too much, I care too much- and everything at its peak.
Came second quarter of this year, I felt the baddest of the bad feeling ever. Drowned me deep. Triggered my lowest feeling ever.
I was left with no option AT ALL. So, dahil di ko alam ang gagawin, one day, I turned on the TV, played my fave worship song and YES almost everyday after bringing my daughter to school, I'd play it nonstop- singing and crying. While uttering the lyrics, is my heart praying and praising Him. NEVER QUESTION HIM.
So anong point ko? Na wala kang dapat gawin kapag sinusubok ka kundi - ang isuko mo kay Papa God lahat lahat ng nararamdaman mo, magpasalamat ka kasi ung challenges means malaki ang trust sayo ni Papa God na kaya mo lampasan yan.
Isuko mo kay Papa God lahat ng nararamdaman mo at magpasalamat. Pero HINDI KA SUSUKO.
Lahat ng nangyayari, redirection ni Papa God. Alam Niya ang dapat. At magtiwala tayo na maganda ang plano Niya para sa atin.
Yun lang, so kung may mga challenges ngayon, nakakapagod man, draining you or whatever- let HIS will - be done.
*Hugs*
Ps. Yes nag ccry ako habang kumakanta and yes, the litollll girl sang with me. 💚
-Mommy ni Amity Gaming 💚