17/07/2025
"The Night My Son Needed Grace"
Last night, something small but significant happened.
I was getting ready for bed and had placed my phone on the edge of the bed. My son, Sydy, climbed up first and accidentally kicked it. It fell hard. When I picked it up, the screen was broken. The back part and the camera were already cracked before, but this time, the damage was worse. Sydy burst into tears. He hugged me tightly and kept saying, “Sorry, Mommy.” Over and over again.
I was quiet. I didn’t know what to say. I wasn’t angry. I couldn’t be. It was an accident. I simply looked at him and said gently, “Please give Mommy time.”
We both lay down in bed. He was still sniffing while hugging me. I stayed silent for a few minutes, just thinking. My heart was torn, not because of the phone, but because I knew my words could either heal or hurt his little heart. I thought of the expense. I couldn’t afford to replace it now. But then a line from a song played in my mind: “There is nothing you have lost that He can’t replace.”
And it clicked. My relationship with my son is far more valuable than a phone. Phones can be fixed or replaced. But words that hurt? The tone of my voice? The look on my face? Those are harder to erase. I turned to him and hugged him. I said, “Don’t blame yourself. It’s not your fault.” He asked, “Whose fault po?” I smiled and told him, “It’s the enemy. He wants us to be upset and sad. But we won’t let him win.” He hugged me tighter. And in that moment, peace came back. We fell asleep in each other’s arms.
This morning, I was in the kitchen preparing breakfast when Sydy came in with the sweetest smile. That smile told me everything I needed to know. He woke up assured, loved, and safe.
And that, for me, was worth more than any phone.
I remember what my homeschooling mentor once said:
“What matters most is not just the mistake, but what’s going on in a child’s heart.”
I believe that’s how Jesus sees us too. We make mistakes. We break things. But He doesn’t push us away. Instead, He draws us close. I’m thankful for His unconditional love.
And I’m even more thankful that we can share that kind of love with the people who matter most. ❤️