11/11/2025
The Jacket I Once Hated
When I was ten, I wanted a bike.
Not just any bike – the shiny one parked at the store window that I used to stare at every day after school.
So, when Dad handed me a box on my birthday, my heart raced.
“This is it,” I thought.
Finally.
But when I tore the box open, it wasn’t a bike.
It was a jacket.
“What’s that?” I asked.
“A jacket… for you,” he said, smiling softly.
I remember how my face twisted in disappointment.
“I wanted a bike!” I shouted.
Then I threw the jacket on the floor, ran to my room, and slammed the door.
Dad didn’t say a word.
He just picked up the jacket, folded it carefully, and quietly walked away.
At ten, I thought love was supposed to look like the things I wanted – toys, gadgets, attention.
If I didn’t get what I asked for, I thought it meant I wasn’t loved enough.
But twenty years later, I found an old photo.
Dad, wearing his worn-out sweater.
And me – smiling, warm, wrapped in that same jacket I once hated.
That’s when it hit me.
He didn’t give me what I wanted.
He gave me what I needed.
That jacket was his warmth, his love, his sacrifice.
He gave it to me so I wouldn’t feel cold, even if it meant he would.
Now that he’s gone, it’s not the bike I never got that hurts.
It’s the hug I never gave.
The thank you I never said.
The unfairness of having measured his love by the price of a gift.
Because love isn’t always loud.
Sometimes, it’s silent.
Sometimes, it’s a jacket on a cold day -
a quiet act of warmth you only understand when it’s gone.
💔