24/07/2025
ℝ𝕖𝕕𝕚𝕣𝕖𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕚𝕟 𝔻𝕚𝕤𝕘𝕦𝕚𝕤𝕖
As I enter the gate, I uttered, I don't belong here; I've never envisioned myself to be here.
As loud as the lion's roar—that echoes dreams, perseverance, and eagerness to reach higher ground—I am fuelled to chase excellence. Little did I know. The predator that is waiting on the other side is bolder, wiser, and stronger. It humbles me to the ground to the point that I find myself sitting in the empty corners contemplating every decision that I have made.
It hurts to realize that the shadows of the past kept haunting me for the possibility of "what if"... Perhaps, I could have gained what I aspire the most. I can still vividly remember that moment; everyone is celebrating their triumph, while I remain silent, trying to compose and lift myself up by saying. You did well—but the universe has other plans for you, and soon everything will make sense.
Hard times will make you bolder, stronger, and wiser. It is a phrase that I kept saying to myself as a reminder to stay on track—because that is the reality of reaching your dreams. It is fun and a little messy, but along the way you will encounter great people that will make you feel like home. Eventually, you will realize that you've been redirected to something that you really belong to.
When everything is finally making sense—when your blurry perceptions become clear—that is the very moment you will realize. All this time I am really destined to bleed the colors of maroon and gold.
With a wide smile, I entered the gate of gold and maroon—I uttered, I do really belong here.
Words by: Raymon Saavedra
Artwork by: Jaymart Babas
