25/11/2022
*for someone* 💔
Firstly, let me express to you how thankful I am for being the person to make me realize that I am so much more than what you made me out to be, You see, in the process of me losing you, I found myself, and though it was a difficult process, I learned a lot along the way, I learned how to truly forgive because of you and to truly love myself it was so easy to lose sight of everything after losing you, but the journey of finding myself again was life changing, I grew stronger and so much wiser, I learned to guard my heart while being able to still give it to people again, I grew emotionally stronger and when people talk about you, though it hurts, i can smile and say that it is OK, while truly meaning it. I have learned to trust again and be open with the people I love and care about, most importantly , I have learned how to find joy in the most depressing moments, So thank you for hurting me the way you did, because without it I wouldn't be who I am today. Thank you for lying, and saying that you would stay, Knowing that you would leave. Thank you for the hurt and pain you caused, and for breaking me down, so I can built myself back up again. Thank you for the tears you made me cry, and for all the times you made me feel like I was not good enough, thank you for being you and all that come with that, Please do not think for a second that I HATE YOU for leaving me or doing all the things you did because I do not, however, do know you were the person that hurt me the most and you were also the person that taught me the best. Thank you for all your lessons !! 💔
