Ye achaanak itne deep thoughts ku aate he

Ye achaanak itne deep thoughts ku aate he I like to write things which I think about sometimes. Ajeeb. Like maangne bhi nhi aate��

I usually don't edit them much, so most of the times it is just raw words that I am thinking


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Imagine going about your daily life. One day, you step on the scale and notice you've lost 5 kilograms in just two weeks...
17/01/2025

Imagine going about your daily life. One day, you step on the scale and notice you've lost 5 kilograms in just two weeks.

Amazing, right?

After all, you've been trying to shed some weight for ages, and now it seems like the effects of that diet you abandoned two months ago are finally kicking in.

Lucky, isn’t it?

Who wouldn’t want to look slimmer without even trying? For a while, you bask in the glow of this unexpected "win."
But then things start to shift.

You feel tired all the time. Climbing just two flights of stairs leaves you breathless, even though you used to dash up four without breaking a sweat.

Then comes a nagging pain in your abdomen. Gas, maybe? You brush it off.

Until you notice blood in your stool.

Could it be piles? You tell yourself it’s nothing serious, but deep down, a small voice whispers that something doesn’t feel right.

You decide to see a doctor, just to be sure.

After all, what are the odds of getting a bad diagnosis at 28?

You’re young, healthy... invincible.

The doctor orders some tests—routine stuff: blood work, stool, urine. You go through the motions, expecting nothing more than a pat on the back and maybe some pills for digestion.

But the blood work raises some red flags.

A colonoscopy is scheduled. They find something. A biopsy is taken. You try to stay calm as the days crawl by, waiting for results.
And then, the hammer falls.

Stage 4 colorectal adenocarcinoma.

You hear the words, but they don’t register at first. Stage 4. It’s advanced. It’s aggressive. The first symptoms started just 5 weeks ago. And it’s likely to take your life.

This isn’t just a story I made up.

This was the reality of a 28-year-old patient I met during my time in the oncology department getting his chemotherapy.

He was just living his life, going through the motions like all of us, until a diagnosis flipped his world upside down.

And here’s the hard part: he wasn’t the only one.

There were so many others. Many of the stories that began just like this.

*END*
—---- When I was writing this post, I didn’t know how to end it. Maybe a reflective note? Maybe just leave it as it is?

I still don’t know if the words can describe what my thoughts can't

Take a moment to be grateful. Thank Allah for the health you have, for the days you wake up strong, and for the ability to go through life’s motions without pain or struggle. It’s a blessing we often overlook, but one we should never take for granted.

-17 Jan 25

16/11/2024

I just wanted to avoid this, but it still happened right in front of my eyes.

No, those aren’t my words.

They’re hers, a patient mother, narrating her son’s story.

She gave the history of how her son had been burning with a high fever that just wouldn’t come down.

Desperate, she rushed him to the pediatric ER at a government hospital, hoping to find help.

But help didn’t come right away. She waited for an hour just to get a doctor to see her child.

And even then, it wasn’t because her turn had arrived. It was because, as she described, she began screaming.

But she wasn’t screaming out of impatience.

She was screaming because her worst fear was unfolding before her eyes.

Her son had started having seizures, something she was trying to prevent.

Her voice carried a mix of hopelessness and defeat as she narrated her ordeal. That is the reason I am writing the story.

She had brought her son to the hospital to avoid this exact situation.

Yet it happened here, in the one place she thought would keep him safe: the ER.

I don’t blame the doctors. I wasn’t there when it happened. I don’t know the details.

But I do know how chaotic the system can be. Doctors juggling five critical cases at once, each needing urgent attention. No time. No help.

It’s not easy.

So, who’s at fault here?

The mother, for waiting four days before bringing her child to the ER? She thought the fever would resolve on self medication, but it didn’t.

The doctors, for not seeing her son sooner? Overworked, overstretched, and overwhelmed, they couldn’t give her the attention she so desperately needed at that moment.

Or the system? The one we so often blame because it’s easier than pointing fingers at individuals. The system that I, too, am a part of.

She asked me, confused and searching for reassurance, if she’d made the right decision. If discharging her son now was the right choice?

And I had no answers for her.

I’m just a final year student.

19/04/2024

"We will never forget each other. We will always keep in touch. Because our friendship is special, not like others who go on with their life and forget their friends."

We all told this to our school friends in our school farewell. Or maybe a variation of this. But the idea was the same. We will never lose touch.

But now, after six years, we have lost touch. We all went our separate ways. One went to Islamabad to study and I don’t even remember what. One went to Australia for his studies. He was doing something in Commerce, I believe. One left biology to join engineering. One passed away in a car accident. One, well. I don’t even exactly remember what he went for.

In short, we did drift away. Like the other friendships of other people.

Maybe there was nothing special about those friendships. It was just an experience shared by everyone. Maybe a phase that everyone goes through.

So why did we think it was special?

May because it was personal.

We as humans, give a lot of value to something personal.

Maybe it is hardwired into our brains from the start.

I still remember the fights of “meri mama tumhaari mama se achi he”

Most of us still believe that. Lol

Maybe, just maybe

We only call it special just because it is ours.

- 20 April 2024

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