25/02/2022
Autopsy of a heartbreak- An insightful infused journey with .principle . Now available on our Soundcloud and Mixcloud .
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Words by: Nirvana Principle
Spoken words: Lade Jinadu
Check out an excerpt from the prose below:
It's a sad state of emotion: alone in company.
You somehow feel let-down at every interaction, as if care is a burden. Not necessarily heavy, just ragged and pinch-y like a strap which just never fits right on your shoulders.
Our feelings and actions of love now shamed as inadequate or unwanted, flowers perfunctorily shaped in a symmetry of put-on acceptance.
You must let the little things go, you tell yourself; and smile through the pain, ignore your body, your needs, your self…..just hold on…in a thankless dance which somehow never reaches a rhythm. Helter-skelter elbows and stubbed egos in this terrible tango of desire.
Before I met you I I paid my penance: pondering in solitude, accepting my loneliness and befriending it as a wise and well-meaning but ultimately unworthy friend.
Now I prepare to say good bye to you, friend, and welcome back the unworthy..
