14/06/2022
Dear friends ,
in these hard and troubled times I want to say what I have always been saying to you: stay strange, listen to the music of your heart and soul and do something good according to it. Even if you are mistaken, if you are brave and honest it will bring you to the next point leading to a better life for all. As all of us are a single organism and we depend on each other. We should learn how to live close to the music of our hearts, respecting each other , being brave, taking care of the unity and uniqueness of humans, helping each other instead of trying to dominate, assess and use . We need new ideas and approaches as old ones do not work any more and cause a wrenching crisis again and again all over the world.
Sorry for keeping silence for so long.
I have spent a lot of time to understand correctly what the hell is going on and was helping to the safering friends and family. There are lots of fakes and manipulations and figures interested in us being ill, killed, propaganded from all sides spreading hate. I wish it was something easy to take someone one ugly away to stop the world from becoming more crazy and unhappy from year to year , full of overconsumption and tragedies and we could have this over but it is much more difficult. There are much more responsible figures and points. Each of us is responsible for what he creates and choses.
I am a doctor and a doctor must love and treat
any human regardless of his views or nationality . There are no Chinese, French or Pakistani people, purple or red, right or wrong, good and bad . There are humans. I have anger and pain in my heart when I see any globalization, violence or aggression of any form and kind or hate to any group nevermind whether it is purple or grey or something else that is why I will never support any discussion on this point pointing on me as oh you support this or that. I support human’s soul and individual story and wil. And I always see the human’s stories very close and deep and I see many beautiful and urgly things from both sides . And both are always responsible. It is like the intricate pattern which brings two, three or thouthends together in the theater of this life. The only way out of this neverending story of victims and prosecutors is inside us. And “inside us” creates the manifested world.
I see lots of heartbreaking beauty and many disgusting things this days.
The humanity is ill. Ill with anger, lies, humiliation, rejection, curses, indifference, excessive overconsumption, anminty, fear, shame, blaming, infantilism, violence, . Are you not fed up with this ? Endless world and civil wars and people hating each other being the one who is right ? The devil starts from the foam on the mouth of an angel that there is something absolutely evil and good.. And each person has a personal responsibility for it. What do you want tomorrow? Another war for qreed and natural resources and rights and democracy or autocracy or another war against war putting its nose all over the world. I want music, love, understanding, help, adoption, freedom to create, respect for nature and resources and opinion of each other, unity in differences and respect to everyone, our children alive and better than we are, flowers, lakes and forests, kindness and humor.
Most people want the same though they see it differently. Someone wants to destroy this or that and someone grows flowers and souls.
And it's up to us to create or destroy each other
with actions and words, to treat or to cause pain with the soup on our mouth. Many thinkers do not see from their sofa’s the most tragic things of the going brotherkilling war.. What do you feel? Where have you felt the same before? I see parents rejecting a child, parents quarreling and fighting , i see male and female conflicts and coming outs, i see world and civil wars and our grandmothers and grandfathers, our children and lonlynes, the crises of our lifes, ouf feelings.When you say some one oh your are stupid or s**t make sure you are between sounds in your heart you may be right or you may be better tell it to yourself and save soil.
Do you still wànt to kill our planet using words, economics, and weapons ?
Or you want to be free of it and free to create friendship, peace and caring attitude, respect for history and individuality for everyone, unity in difference. I still love you all and I feel lots of pain, fear and anger from every side.
Humanity categorically needs platforms for transformation and treatment where we can express and live our old and current feelings, learn to communicate from respect and transform them to the new world where everyone is heard, needed and united.
So what can you do?
It is up to you. And I respect your story. Please, be careful, make sure you're silent in your heart and between sounds of propaganda before doing or saying something. What can we do ? We have a great international team all over the world and we can do stories from all over the world. And we will share with you our transformation power between sounds. No one will be rejected or humiliated in their feelings and choices.
If you are an artist
and you have any feelings and memories about your own personal war, concerns and tragedies of your adult life or childhood, about your responsibility , your feelings please transform them to music and bring them to us via [email protected] .
If you are a listener.
Stay strange and all together , keep listening and doing better things. Close your eyes and see between sounds what is in your heart, what is your personal responsibility, what new world you want to create for your family and friends, what can you do, do you feel . I will meet every one of you between the sounds with your pain, your fear, your shame, loneliness or your anger, your love and your dreams and treat you. I will come in every hello strange story to be with you and treat your souls. It is me between sounds. And you can watch me in my pain.
I have lots of anger and pain in my heart in this troubled times and mixed Russian-Ukrainian family and friends all over the world with different points of view and stories. I wish all of my beautiful brothers and sisters could be alive and happy. All of them are really great and beautiful and want the same in their hearts though they just see different lines of elite’s propoganda and can not meet each other in their pictures and hearts and actions and we have more and more brotherkilling deaths. Listen between sounds when you read or hear something.
I do not want HSL to depend on any out situation.
I don't want to assess and choose or leave my beloved mountain or river. That is why I have decided to create the channel in the Telegram with our music which you will be able to support with the donations from all over the world and I will be able to pay royalty to the artists all over the world. We also can not transfer payments to the artists from Bandcamp as I can not use PayPal and it is only me who organize it all . Be brave and close to your heart. I love each of you and I always will. Will come back soon with instructions for our new Telegram channel.
