06/07/2025
When you mastered many things and skills and you're proud of yourself but Master of Procrastination hits different...😱🤦♀️😜😂😂😂
Carabien music, vibes on... fat ass starts moving itself. Sunday morning party on for yourself and stuff you were avoiding to do... fu*k it, let's go...
Feels good, high vibes in light. What I started must be finished. No excuses, no distraction, music, dance, singing, vibing in light with my dog, house plants, birds in the garden and coffee. If I do stuff I don't like.... I add lots of positive elements to distract my mind from finding variety of excuses to quit... The change is inside, control mind, my naughty inner demons that been created by me as a form of healing from some stuff... easy to create, difficult to get rid off but master the control, will, strength by overcome distractions is a good start.
Well done to myself.... step by step... no help, no saviours, facing bold and hard reality with power of my mind, warm heart feeling and fiery soul... I change within me, let go and go with the flow to create new reality.
But did you die?
No! No to old, no to past, no to repeated cycles of madness, destruction... I'm the only one who can do changes, take on new challenges day by day...living in present time, one thing at the time but with sharp focus to achieve the best results. For myself, for my light, for my soul- I don't stop myself, I do, I move, I grow, I evolve. Hard journey but if is for myself then is so worth it. I know I can do it, I believe that impossible is possible. No more holding back myself, overthinking...
To have is to believe.
To believe is to have.
Feeling of love that is unconditional, primal, pure, untouched by anything... first ever feeling created from the beginning of Time and Divine. All in me, all for me. To feel, to understand, to connect and unite.
Eliminating what not resonate with me, Saying No to the great deception game of fakes, lies, slavery, plastic fantastic distraction; gives strength, power, resilience that transform into bright light within to shine my path, my very own way. Unconditional love, trust in the Devine; my authenticity, my truth, my life lessons... all to create new, unknown, curious, happy and evolving me. Everything what I was looking for is already in me. With my unique way adding the purity of feelings I align my mind body and soul into one. One with all, one with the Universe... we are One... and go with the flow...
I'm my own torch in the darkness,
I'm my own light.
I shine bright like a Northern Star blinding illusion, pulling off veil of lies, manipulation, control.
I see the truth, I tell the truth...
I'm not scared or afraid.
Fearless with knowing and understanding this realm for what it is and the last play of chess- gives extra motivation, push, full acceptance, forgiveness and love for myself...
I was born to die. If I die - I die but at least on my own terms. I'm giving all me into this fight, only true pure light.
In my own element.
From 777 it's time for 999.
It is active,
It is sealed,
It is done.
Go with the flow....
