05/10/2025
“The full moon shined over Kalmar that evening. I was running along a dark pier down by the harbor.” – A Trouble Within the Mind, (Intro, Short story version), (Chapter 4, Novel version).
Sunday October 5th 2014. The evening of a full moon over the ramparts of Kalmar Castle. Where an 18 year old pressed the record button on the video camera.
Not knowing what that would result in. A short movie without any manuscript, expanding into being a part of my own identity.
It almost took two years to complete the first draft of the novel version of A Trouble Within the Mind. But 11 years of brainstorming, pitching, seminars, an author course and proofreading.
Soon then, it is finally ready for the test readers. Nervous for a 29 year old, but even more nervous for the 18 year old. What if I could meet the 18 year old me. Telling myself what those actions that night would lead to 11 years later. The most fascinating thing about creativity. How that small seed, a thought, continues to grow, and might not finish growing yet.
In the meantime, let's share that original video, since it is still live: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nYlU8e5I6So