20/08/2023
She thought she was broken, but all I saw was a masterpiece in the making, she thought she had her flaws but I saw a great future that she was creating.
She thought that she was broken and no one was to ever come close to her, because she didn’t think she deserved love because everyone she ever been with was so wrong to her
Her eyes could tell the story more than her words could express, being her felt overwhelming she had no escape, she felt herself sleeping into madness. She felt so alone and she couldn’t even understand herself. She started distracting, she using things to cope, she felt she was an hopeless course so she never once had hope.
She was tired of feeling nothing, even when nothing was wrong, she was tired of feeling nothing even if the right things were going on. She saw herself unworthy so she hated it all, destroying before creating, because it gave her control. Her truth was her escape but she never indulged, she lied to herself and the pain did evolve.
I saw her for what she was, a fighter indeed, wanted her to win, wanted her to believe, she was losing her mind and she wanted to be seen, she felt neglected and alone, her heart didn’t believe that there was ever any hope so everyday she bleeds.
I see her for her strengths, how she goes through the day, because the burdens on her shoulder if i were to carry them I couldn’t last even a day. She’s strong and she’s fearless but she doesn’t see it that way.
She’s a divine inspiration, a talent, a gem, I wish I could make her see, if only I could show her, what she was with my eyes, Ill think she’ll truly believe, that she is perfect just the way she is and she isn’t a burden you see, because masterpieces take time and she is one you see❤️
