EvieWhy Hi! I'm Evie! :) I go live everyday on YouNow eviewhy.live I'm Evie! I'm just trying to change the colour on your mood ring!

I also like long walks to the refrigerator. only! :) I'm a Canadian girl living in New York City.

picture this: you wake up before the rest of the world. it’s sunday morning. you hear the faint sound of chirping birds,...
20/08/2026

picture this: you wake up before the rest of the world. it’s sunday morning. you hear the faint sound of chirping birds, the slight whirring of the wind. from the peaceful feeling that washes over you, you just know it’s early. there’s no need to check the time, so instead of your phone you reach for the black envelope. —>

you peek inside. a postcard. the one you’ve been waiting for. finally! you close the envelope and head for the kitchen. —>

tea or coffee? 💭 you ponder only for a moment, the decision is easy. with your full cup and your black envelope you head for the coziest nook in your home. you’re ready. —>

the envelope feels smooth under your thumb; the sticker in the top left corner, velvety. you can’t stop rubbing your finger over it. on it, there’s a few mysterious words out of context from the poem, you’re intrigued. you flip it over and pull out the postcard. on the front: the poem. on the back: the letter. time to devour the words of a delusional optimist.

you finish reading. mmm delightful. charming. satisfied. with a smile on your face you stare into space. you reach for your mug and take a sip but the movement doesn’t register in your brain. it’s too occupied with questions. you grab a pen and a notebook and you jot down your thoughts. everyone starts to wake up now. everything looks the same but it’s not. you feel changed…just a little bit. for the better 🥹💌

xx EVIE (your favourite delusional optimist)

it has come to my attention that nobody reads my substack, which might be a good thing considering I post my diary entri...
10/08/2026

it has come to my attention that nobody reads my substack, which might be a good thing considering I post my diary entries on there and expose myself and sometimes the stories are embarrassing… like this one!!! this experience lives rent free in my head to this day 🫩



maybe im naive but i love to meet people irl!!! i have been a bit guarded though, since this incident lol soz

also the writing is raw, straight from my journal 📓 (not a polished piece)

I toook 100% at face freaking value!!!!!!!!! she’d ONE HUNDRED PERCENT BE THERE!!!!

so when there was no message….

I thought surely it was technology’s fault! she said 100%!!!!

the cutest cafe!!!! I thought she was gonna love it 👌🏻

tell me the truth… would you have gone? am I a dumb dumb-y? AM I!?!?! 🫠

I have no closure 😭😭😭 i can laugh about it now at least (I was in disbelief back in 2023)!! utter shock like I said. whatever her reasoning… it has nothing to do with me! I don’t regret it.

eviewhy.substack.com for more journal entries & poems & a couple long form essays and the hopecore advice column I used to run! ✍️🤟🏼

SUNDAY JOURNAL SESSION 📓✍️ sometimes when I don’t know what to journal about, I go back and read old entries and reflect...
09/08/2026

SUNDAY JOURNAL SESSION 📓✍️ sometimes when I don’t know what to journal about, I go back and read old entries and reflect on them. today I’m sharing an entry of mine from December 8th of last year in hopes that it sparks something for you.

I have prompts on slide 4 to get you going! maybe even going back to read an old entry of your own is enough of a prompt!

happy writing ❤️‍🔥
x evie

I don’t have anything more to say ❤️‍🔥 when holding your life in your hands DOES IT SPARK JOY!?!? if no, light it up!!! ...
23/07/2026

I don’t have anything more to say ❤️‍🔥 when holding your life in your hands DOES IT SPARK JOY!?!? if no, light it up!!! if yes, keep on keeping on!!!

I saw this incredible response on threads back in April and wanted to write a poem around it… the only lines I could come up with were these, and you know what… it’s perfect 🤌🏼 it’s all that needs to be said. Frances Mercanti-Anthony thank you for the inspo & passion!

so, i forgive you ❤️‍🩹 one of my most cathartic poems. when i wrote this back in 2023 there was a situation that had bee...
14/07/2026

so, i forgive you ❤️‍🩹 one of my most cathartic poems. when i wrote this back in 2023 there was a situation that had been haunting and hindering me. i used to not understand forgiveness, but i do now(even still it’s hard to do, don’t let my poetry fool you, my stubborn a$s takes a bit of time to come around). now i see it as releasing the burden of hurt feelings that are stuck inside of you, so you can make room for all of the good that is meant for you. it is our choice what we give weight to. what we let influence us. let it be art, poetry, music, community, love 🫶🏼

x evie

ps. i speak more on this in Julys poetry postcard! you know where the l!nk is !!! 💌

precisely 😁 yikes.& THE THING IS…I DON’T KNOW HOW TO KNIT.i wish i was just a turtle who needed a gentle tap and nudge o...
04/07/2026

precisely 😁

yikes.

& THE THING IS…I DON’T KNOW HOW TO KNIT.

i wish i was just a turtle who needed a gentle tap and nudge out of her shell… but i am (dramatically & accurately) a knit sweater…unravelling… bit by bit… and i have… no idea… how to… stitch.. myself… back..together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🙃

perhaps (hopefully) it’s just a phase!

oh but when will it end!?!?!?
anyone, anyone… anything?

xx E

28/06/2026

a poem I wrote (that took months of wordsmithing) is finally complete 🥹 I’m learning that I’m allowed to feel grief for things beyond catastrophe. that it’s healthier than keeping all of that aching pent up inside of me. I used to feel silly about it. about grieving small things like losing my ability to wear heels or to drive or to run, or moving out of my apartment in New York City (leaving nyc altogether). the fact that if I have a wedding celebration or a kid my grandmother probably won’t remember. for medium sized loss like losing the middle chunk of my 20s (from 23-28) fighting for survival - for my vision to come back, my ankle to heal so I could be mobile again. for complicated grief that I felt I wasnt allowed to feel: the death of a mutual online friend whom I’ve never met in person, that of a high school friend who I hadn’t talked to in over 10 years. but I am, I am, and you are too. if grief is proof of where love once lived than any sized grief is valid. is real. this is your permission to feel what you need to feel. to grieve a loss that feels heavy, even if it was only the absence of a small comfort, even if it’s only you who understands it🫶🏼

a poem I wrote back in april for global poetry writing month about not believing everything you think! 💭the prompt was t...
22/06/2026

a poem I wrote back in april for global poetry writing month about not believing everything you think! 💭

the prompt was to write about a mythical being and i can’t tell you why the banshee came to me lol (i think i had just watched the traitors episode with the wailing banshees lol) but i can tell you that i was recently diagnosed with ocd (of the rumination/ perfectionism kind), panic disorder, and an itty bit of ptsd. I’m still struggling to accept my brain could be lying to me! WTH brain!!! so this poem came pouring out of me. it’s not my brain that’s lying but instead a banshee has possessed it and it is she who is the lying SOB! and ofc I had to inject some bravery & courage so that I remember I’m not a helpless damsel! 💃🏻

hope this helps anyone who finds themselves stuck in an overthinking spiral. reframe it, tell the banshee to shush!

a journal entry from May 16 of this year 📓 sitting in a backyard in the countryside taking in the sights and sounds (eav...
17/06/2026

a journal entry from May 16 of this year 📓 sitting in a backyard in the countryside taking in the sights and sounds (eavesdropping on the neighbours👂), thinking about nature and misunderstanding it, regret, and how to fit more into our lives. let me know if you want me to share more of my journal entries. I write everyday! 😁

also if you like this kinda thing, I send out physical postcards with musings just like this + an original poem + a sticker + sometimes a surprise insert too! sign up poetrypostcards(dot)com or 🔗 in b!o

xx evie

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