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12/08/2023

I remember them moments them days that feeling…How it all started…I knew that dogs possessed a purity you just can’t not feel it🙏🏾 they were ment to help heal and teach the world they saved my life changed my life made my life to people around me they were “just dogs” to me they are family the reason I was homeless wasn’t because I couldn’t afford a place it was because I refused to leave a single dog behind to put a roof over my head in a place that doesn’t allow “type” dogs I’d rather live nowhere with them then somewhere without I made a commitment to them a promise and to me that means everything to this day I honor my word together we rise I’d never leave them
For anything ”started off poor with plans to own more” together we’ve built a legacy and it’s been just beyond a honor to be father/leader to this pack of our ever growing ddklinefamily ❤️🙏🏾👑 I’m telling you if one thing you learn it’s so much more about the journey then the destination and WOW what a journey it’s been emotional rollercoaster and set up for pain for generations but also joy for generations im here for it all long as we’re together we can never lose ❤️🙏🏾💪🏾 👑👑👑

12/08/2023

Ohhhhhh look at that face. That boy knew how to show his emotions. Fortunately we saw way more smiles than that pouty lip.
He totally got that from me. When I get sad or upset my lip comes out. Unfortunately I never look that cute. I look more like a deranged orangutan. Lol (You know I had to look up how to spell both those words)

It’s the weekend!!! Woot woot. Finished teaching my 3 fitness classes this morning, I processed my Mary Kay orders, I played a crazy game of Tag with Max and now I’m ready to chill till Bill gets home.

I love that man so much. I know I don’t brag on him enough but seriously he’s awesome. I count my blessings everyday that I have what I have. A wonderful relationship with our Heavenly Father, a extremely caring, generous and loving husband. A fantastic group of true friends. Obviously the best family I could ask for and Max!! Best Dog Ever!

The problem with mental health issues is that I can make lists all day long of how fortunate I am but it still doesn’t make the extreme heaviness of my heart go away. It still doesn’t keep me from thinking dark thoughts. It doesn’t keep me from pure exhaustion from the mental torture of losing my child.

I only share this so you know you are not alone. If I can have what seems like an almost perfect life and still have these feelings, I know something is wrong with my brain. I accept that and I do the best I can every day.

I am truly thankful for this page and all of you! The ability to write my feelings down and feel the love from those who have either gone through something similar or those who can’t imagine the pain and send me their love.
I love you guys. In October, this page will be 11 years old and going strong. What the what?! Crazy I know!

Tripp would be 13 next month! A teenager with a huge smile and crazy hair. Probably a stubborn streak a mile long and super competitive. Those are the traits we gathered from the time he was born till he passed.

Bill and I will also be celebrating our 16 yr anniversary next month. We have a very romantic trip planned for just the two of us. I’ll share details closer to time.

Hint- I’ve been watching “The Sisterhood of the Traveling pants, 1 and 2.

Love you all!

09/08/2023

My Dad

09/08/2023

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