12/05/2024
One day, he's going to choose to not send that good morning text anymore
One day, he's going to choose not to ask if you reached to work safely anymore
One day, he's going to choose to not try to call you randomly throughout the day just to check in as he always does
One day, he's going to reprogram himself to forget everything beautiful about you
One day, he's going to overcome the demons fighting for his mind
One day, he's going to smile again
One day, he's going to breathe freely again
One day, he's going to feel contented in your absence
One day, he's going to find his peace of mind
One day, he's going to pick the last piece of his heart back up
One day, he's going to reassemble it
One day, he's going to not love you anymore
One day, he's going to forget you
Once that day passes, know that I did try to hold on to you for as long as I possibly could my love. Today, even though I am wounded, i am proud of myself. I am yet to be defeated. I am yet to heal. I am yet to shine. I am yet to polish every mannerism into something so beautiful.
You see, I was never once thought of as anything valuable. I was never treated as though I ment something that's why I accepted everything. I only have myself to blame because, I always chose to follow my wayward heart into a battle I was not prepared, armed or armoured for.
One day, he's going to make it up to himself
One day, he's going to get to be the person he dreams of
One day, he'll see you again but finally no tear will run from his eyes
One day, he's going to return to you the favor you did for him
One day, he's going to get it all back with interest
One day, he's going to be victorious