08/15/2026
April 2026🌸💐🌷 my precious infant turned 276months , she’s hit many miles stones, right on time. still fighting for her life in the night as a noc shift nurse 🫡. She’s really into Coach right now so I did what I could. And! We got to gather with her other siblings to celebrate. Makes me all warm and fuzzy seeing the everyone together. I miss her granny, shes missing so much. Malaea has a baby sister now..obsessed 🥹 I love the little crew , thank you Elisa 🫶🏽 April was the month of truly the beginning of probably what will take another 6mo - year for me to triage and manage, administer. Execute, sign off, pay off. The beginning of Lauren, SUCTR , Lauren legal next of kin/heir(to nothing), Lauren beneficiary, Lauren the paralegal who works for the trust, Lauren the accountant, Landlord Lauren, Lauren the Seller, “I know my rights, put it in a letter” - Lauren, Lauren the landscaper, Lauren the loose my s**t every other day and scream sitting at the table when no one is here, begging for release..I have many hats. It’s always assumed I have a whole team of an accountant , attorney, estate manager, advisor, whatever..naw. Who has money for that when I can do it free, sleep 3 hrs and keep going. Every single day. 👍🏽 Almost died getting those amazing bananas from my mom’s tree. Worth it. Learned to climb and get on the roof. Lots of yard work to be done constantly as well. My face , my skin, blew up and now I’m so sensitive to everything. I believe it’s fire ash related. My entire face especially eyes swell. Responds to allergy meds and drops. The pic towards the end is when it really started flaring. Anyway April ..it’s August and I’m still mentally jumping from 2023, to January 2025, to present if I can remind myself nothing is on fire right now. I still smell it randomly.
