11/04/2023
last years ‘the night before’✨
let me be emo on here real quick!! i been quiet most of the time but let me speak!!
i have always been a deeply and passionately hopeless romantic. i dreamed of prince charming and living life like a fairytale. our wedding was the most beautiful day of my life for a long long list of reasons. but i think back to the heartbroken, desperate and very sad version of me. the girl who would scream at God on her balcony and ask when is it my turn. the girl who let people step all over her, take advantage, take crumbs!!! and say it filled me up. and i think about the funniest thing in life- how i found my absolute soulmate in a place i said i’d never move back to or definitely not find someone to marry!! if i could see that old version of me i’d give her a big hug then slap some sense into her! id tell her that it’s true when they say… it takes you by surprise.. when you least expect it.. when you give up control and just let it come into your life. id tell her that there is someone who not only loves you as you, but he encourages you to be unapologetically and out loud, you. that finding him won’t complete you or solve all of life’s problems, but you get to blossom as the woman you are because he waters you with the purest of water and life is sure of a lot more enjoyable with him by your side.
it gets better. it always gets better. the cliches are true. and you are absolutely and definitely worthy of the most obnoxious, nauseating, cheesy, fairytale love.
(also just wanted this dress to live on my feed forever. she deserved more attention hehe)