03/04/2023
I am not well…
It’s hard to admit that
Every day I struggle and my thoughts and anxiety flood my brain. This week was the extremely tough and I have no idea why. I’m starting to really think about “What is the point of living if I’m not really living” — I wake up every day, go to work, and then go to bed. I struggle to get a good nights of rest due to my extreme anxiety and thoughts flooding my brain. I officially broke down today and I knew it would happen at some point this week. If you know me I seem normal in the outside, but in the inside I’m struggling and struggling the most I ever had before. I’m starting to break down and kind of showing my struggles. My mood has went from faking happiness to being way less enthusiastic and have no emotion when talking to people. I’m also not hearing what other people are saying because my voices in my head can’t stop talking. Every day this week I woke up with extreme anxiety and couldn’t stop until the time I went to bed.