11/25/2025
Romans 4–7, day 329.
Felt personal today so sharing on my page and not just my story. It reminded me that faith has never been about being perfect. It is choosing God when life is messy and confusing and your feelings are trying to pull you in every direction except toward Him.
I am walking by faith on days where my flesh would rather choose comfort. And that right there is where the battle is. Spirit versus flesh. The one you feed is the one who wins.
Paul talks about doing the things he does not want to do and I resonated. The old habits that try to crawl back in. The thoughts that try to drag you to who you used to be. The days you want to grow but feel stuck. I know that version of me. I lived in self help, manifesting, the “level up” mindset and all the noise the world tells women to chase. None of it healed me. None of it transformed me. Jesus did.
And the part that hit me today is this. I am not who I used to be. God already buried that version. She is gone. The guilt I used to carry is already paid for. I do not have to fix myself. I just have to stop running from the One who actually can.
Grace is not an excuse to stay the same. Grace is what transforms you from the inside out. Salvation is not a cute inspirational quote. It is deliverance. It is power. It is freedom. And whatever you are fighting, you do not fight it alone.
This walk with God is real. The spiritual war is real. But His presence in my life is even more real. And I would choose Jesus over everything I tried before because He is the only One who actually changed me.