Silent Ghost

05/27/2025

Untold
Untold are secrets buried in the deep sea
A truth of my life that no one should see
Those events that I lived like they never occurred
That pain in my heart no medicine could cure

Untold are stories that no one needs to know
As they reveal the face that I haven’t shown
Long ago, those mistakes were made
Yet those memories don’t want to fade

Untold are words that bring pain to my heart
But it’s better since I threw the dart
That mask worn for so long can no longer be peeled
A routine of my life is the pain that I feel

03/12/2023

Michael Lockridge that is so you.

03/11/2023

05/12/2021

As some day are as bright as the sun
Some others are shaded by the moon
Deep thinking in this corner of the room
Can't remember one day I had fun
This shadow appears only at day, light
Make me run and hide in the dark
By all mean stay away from his sight
That is how it does leave his mark
Always staring at this dark sky
Wonder if the gods just keep passing by
Ignoring the little poor soul cry
Taking all, even those that wasn't mine
Loud, I sound like an empty shell
Staring at my life in the demon eyes
If only my clock could ring the bell
The shadow that follows could then die.

05/06/2021

All alone again I am
With myself facing the cam
No one saw no one heard
The song sung by the bird
My words have no more worth
Just want to leave the earth
This world I am dragging
Just bring more of this pain
When I am dying inside
No one's here they all hide
To appear when I shine
Realize I change the line
All my weight I will drag
Of myself I will brag
All alone I will ride
Til the end I'll be fine

04/28/2021

Run away
I want to run away
Leaving all behind
Try to live my way
Find a place to hide
Abandon love and all
Don't care if I fall
Happiness I'm seeking
My hopes are fading
If only you could see
Together we could flee
My smile disappearing
But you're not observing
In my heart no more light
Once a time it was Bright
All slowly start to fade
And one day will be shade
All your dream They are mine
For my dream you need time
Far away I'll be fine
And my wish with a dime
Is for you to wake up
Since I'm still in the spot
Only then I will stay
If you do change your way

04/22/2021

Love me in this romantic way
With a smile and a kiss that will brighten my day
With a ray of sunshine and your hand on my palm
The warmth of your heart is all I need to stay calm
Your presence and your charm in my life all I need
From your love and your warmth I will always be feed
Peacefully, silently together we can live
To our child and grandchild all this love we will give
With no change no update the old way we will be
Let our love and our lives buzz around like a bee.

04/08/2021

So light I feel
Like nothing exists like nothing is real
Slowly it's all spinning
I'm feeling so dizzy
This feeling is what I want everyday
But I'm scared I might lose myself.
So calm I scream
In silence my pain are cold they are freezing
Like in my dream
All are so shining no one to complain
If only this feeling would not go away
This dream I cherish could then realize
Maybe then I could enjoy another day
With what is real no more fantasize.
I fall asleep
Takes me to a new world bring me to peace
Now I can't feel
The pain of everyday the battle fist
I will sleep until all go away
Just to go back to the same state when I'm awake
I have no choice there's no other way
I'm just a ghost in distress. I cannot fake.

04/05/2021

04/02/2021

silentghost
The beauty of the ghost walking by the sea 🤍👻🖤

03/31/2021

From far away
From far away I stand watching you everyday
With a lot on my chest but yet nothing to say
Admire you in silence there is no other way
My heart aches when you hurt with this pain I will pay.
I know you better than anybody but yet we are stranger
When you sad or depressed I'm full of anger
Like the world is against you like you are in danger
In the gray part of my world I am your avenger.
From far away I'm dying all alone in silence
All those pain, the suffering should this be my sentence
I just hope in your heart you could feel my presence
Just a glance from your eye even by coincidence.
In your step I will walk without realizing
Leave my heart lead my path blindly I'll be walking
Knowing all deep inside I am not in your planning
If only you could say I am wrong I am fooling.
From far away I'll love you so gladly
In my mind me and you we will build a story
Unreal but for me they will be memory
If you heard you would say that I am just crazy.
I'm sorry, forgive me I love you all alone
I am scare if you know it might just be gone
I'll love you in silence even I'm not the one
The love of a ghost that will never be done.

03/30/2021

Failure to plan is planning for failure.