08/05/2026
If I had words to make a day for you, I’d build that moment golden and true! Make it last for forever and true! Mistakes I made them, trials and failures over and over again! I sometimes wonder what life could be like if I had made better decisions and choices! Only a few regrets and a couple fumbles on my part and others! There is supposed to be a silver lining at the end of the tunnel and rainbows appear sometimes after rain! Did I love or was I loved at one point you could say yeah but being double minded a no could be in order as well! Self reflection and pity parties can walk hard in hard momentarily only if you let it! Being Brandon aka Cupcake has its highs and lows and the rest is still to be determined! I sit and think of days past and future…. and one thing about it is I should’ve seen what it was like to be a parent, how the transfer of love flows and flourish! To really figure out what is a friend and have I been one! The rambling thoughts that go through my head can be like a tropical storm at times that’s hard to be quieted! I could go on and on! Crazy as a road lizard you could say and I’ll gladly except the title, trust me in this life I’ve been called many things! A novel should have been written or even my autobiograph; who would dare to read it and authentically try to relate or sympathize with my many personalities, feelings and emotions! Just putting this out there to see what can happen! Would I do it again; some of it the rest file 13….. anyway penny for your thoughts!
