05/12/2026
We weren’t prepared for this. Loosing her seems unfair. She was 8 years old. I thought for sure I had 2-3 more years with her. She was the happiest dog! She made everyone happy. She loved people. On our walks she always thought everyone walking was there to see her. She loved her walks. She loved sunbathing in the sun. She loved visiting her best friend gunner. She loved her sissy, they were inseparable, she loved her friends every time they came over she was so excited to see them. For me she was my second child. The day we got her she chose us. She knew we would make her life amazing and we did that for her. During this past couple years my life has been turned upside down. She was always there to lick my tears away and cuddle. She knew! This is why im having such a hard time with this. i kept telling her please don’t leave me yet i still need you! I feel she was ripped from us to soon. Too soon for me, im not healed yet! Its already to quiet at home for us. No more welcoming us home with one of my slippers or her toys. No more barking out the window. No more of her waiting at the cellar stairs for me when i go on lunch or finish work. No more of Her sleeping right next me at night or underneath my covers. Our talks. Yes i had conversations with her all the time. I know in time this will pass but right now im literally broken 💔
