03/13/2024
Nashville, TN. March 3, 2024. I donāt know if itās being back from a long vacation, āspringing forwardā, being extra introspective or what it is, but Iām lagging lately. I think sometimes my little heart just gets overwhelmed with emotions and the world feels a bit heavier for a moment. I find that Iāve been creating more, but struggling to actually share it - which is an aspect of creating that Iāve always deeply enjoyed. I just feel a little bit stuck where I used to feel like these things would just flow out of me. I miss feeling that freedom and the weight that lifts when I do just put stuff out in the world. These apps may not be the greatest platform because of how they can steer our minds, but they are very accessible and I appreciate that a lot. I journal for myself too, but I love to share things in case even one human can relate or I can get people thinking. This caption and image is me just trying to flow and create and put things out. Iām trying to teach myself that it doesnāt always have to be perfect or make sense, and it doesnāt have to be long or short or anything in particular. Itās more about actually closing the loop and getting the things done that I want to do. Sometimes the best way to get out of my head is to just start doing something, start messy and see where I end up. But at least I started.