LillyBaee

04/23/2026

I thought older men would understand me… but I think I was wrong. 😔
I don’t know why I keep trying.
Maybe it’s the way they carry themselves…
the way they seem calmer, more sure, like they know what they want.
I thought that meant they’d see me too.
But every time I open up…
every time I try to show who I really am…
they slowly disappear.
Replies get shorter.
Energy changes.
And then one day… nothing.
No explanation.
No goodbye.
Just silence… like I never meant anything.
And what hurts the most?
It’s not even the rejection…
it’s how easy it is for them to walk away.
Like I was just something temporary.
Something to pass time with.
I start thinking maybe it’s me.
Maybe I’m not pretty enough.
Not interesting enough.
Not worth staying for.
I keep telling myself I’m enough…
but it’s hard to believe that when everyone keeps leaving.
Do I just expect too much… or am I really that easy to forget? 🥺

04/22/2026

You never think it will be you, but somehow, it always feels like it is. 😔

Every day, I help people relax, ease their pain, and get back to feeling like themselves. I love what I do. But sometimes, it takes more out of me than I realize.

Lately, the hours have been longer, and my energy’s been drained. I’ve been giving so much of myself to others, but who’s there to pick me up when I need it?

The worst part? People think because I’m a massage therapist, I’m always calm, always okay. But behind every session, I’m holding everything together. The stress, the exhaustion, the moments when I feel invisible and unnoticed.

One night, after a long day of healing others, I sat in my car, staring at the empty seat beside me. There was no one there to ask me how I was. No one there to tell me I was doing enough.

I keep pushing through because it’s what I’ve always done. But sometimes, I just wish someone would notice how much I’m holding inside.

Ever feel like no one sees the weight you carry? Drop a heart if you’ve ever given so much of yourself, only to be left with nothing but exhaustion at the end of the day. 💔

04/22/2026

Can you say “hii” to me 🥰

04/21/2026

just lemme know 🥰

04/19/2026

I’m 19.
That night I got ready like I was about to meet something beautiful… not something that would break me.

We’d been talking for days. I met him on Bumble. He was 50. He said he liked my “maturity,” said I wasn’t like other girls. I believed him. No one had ever spoken to me like that. No one had ever made me feel chosen.

I got to the restaurant first. My hands were shaking. When he walked in, I recognized him instantly… but his face changed the second he really saw me.

It wasn’t a smile.
It wasn’t surprise.
It was disgust.

His eyes scanned my skin… my patches… my vitiligo. And in that moment I knew — he wasn’t looking at me the way he used to. He sat down stiffly, like he’d made a mistake just being there. Barely spoke. Barely looked at me. Barely treated me like I was human.

Then suddenly, without finishing the conversation, without a real excuse, without even pretending to be kind… he stood up.

“This isn’t what I expected.”

That was it.
That was all.

He left.
Left me there.
With the bill.
With the stares.
With my throat tight.
With my chest shattered.

I didn’t cry because a man rejected me.
I cried because I realized some people will crush you… just for how you look.

And the cruelest part?

He walked away like nothing happened.
I stayed… feeling everything.

— Follow if you’ve ever been judged before being known.

04/18/2026

04/17/2026

Just lemme know 🥰

04/16/2026

“Is the massage included… or do I have to earn your attention too?”
The massage is part of the service. My attention? That’s a premium upgrade 😌
“Do you always make people feel this good… or just me?”
Professional hands, sir. But I see what you’re trying to do.
“So… what happens after the session?”
Relaxation. Water. And you going home behaving.
“If I book another session… do I get to see you again?”
He said it like he already planned his next visit. Can’t lie… I respect the commitment.
“Be honest… do clients ever get lucky?”
Very calm. Very direct. Very bold… especially while laying face down.

Not exactly part of the treatment…

but let’s just say… confidence definitely leaves an impression. 😏

04/16/2026

i didn’t expect i would feel that small in front of someone… 🥺

I thought it was finally something real.

We’d been talking for days.
He was gentle, patient… different.
He made me feel like I was finally worth choosing.

So when he asked to meet, I said yes.

I got ready slowly… carefully…
like this moment actually mattered.

I arrived first.
Heart racing. Hands shaking.

When he walked in, I smiled right away.

But he didn’t.

His eyes paused on me…
not with excitement…
but like he was already unsure.

We sat down, but everything felt off.

Short replies.
No eye contact.
No effort.

Like I was already a mistake he wanted to fix.

Then suddenly… he stood up.

No explanation.
No kindness.

Just a quiet:

“This isn’t for me.”

And he left.

Just like that.

I stayed there…
trying to hold myself together…
pretending I was okay while everything inside me was breaking.

I didn’t cry because he walked away.

I cried because for a moment…
I really thought someone would stay.

send me this reel… i just want someone who will stay 😭

04/15/2026

I didn’t expect this job to make me feel this alone.

When I first wore the uniform, I felt proud.
Like I finally became someone who could protect, help, matter.

But no one tells you what happens after.

The long nights turn into longer ones.
The people you try to help don’t always see you as human.
And the ones who used to be close to you… slowly stop understanding you.

I come home late most nights.

Quiet house.
No messages.
No one asking how my day went.

Just me… sitting there, replaying everything I saw.

And the hardest part?

I can’t even talk about it.

Because how do you explain things people were never meant to see?

So I keep it inside.
Act strong.
Show up the next day like nothing’s wrong.

But deep down… it’s getting heavier.

I protect people every day…

but no one ever sees how much it’s costing me. 😔

Do you ever feel like you’re carrying everything alone?
Drop a ❤️ if you understand.

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