02/13/2024
As Lent approaches...
There was a moment when Moses mustered up the courage to ask God what his name is. God was gracious enough to answer, and the name Moses received from God is recorded in the original Hebrew as YHWH.
Over time an “a” and an “e” have been added in there to get YaHWeH.
But some scholars and Rabi’s have noted that the letters YHWH represent the sound of breathing, or aspirated consonants. When pronounced without intervening vowels, it actually sounds like breathing.
YH (inhale): WH (exhale).
So a baby’s first cry, his first breath, speaks the name of God.
A deep sigh calls His name – or a groan or gasp that is too heavy for mere words.
Even an atheist unknowingly speaks His name, unaware that their very breath gives lifelong acknowledgment to God.
Likewise, when a person leaves this earth her last breath remains on this Earth, when God’s name no longer fills their lungs.
So when I can’t utter anything else, is my cry calling out His name?
Being alive means I speak His name constantly.
So, is it heard the loudest when I’m the quietest?
In sadness, we breathe heavy sighs.
In joy, our lungs feel almost like they will burst.
In fear we hold our breath and have to be told to breathe slowly to help us calm down.
When we’re about to do something hard, we take a deep breath to find our courage.
When I think about it, breathing is giving him praise. Even in the hardest moments!
This is so beautiful and fills me with emotion every time I grasp the thought. God chose to give himself a name that we can’t help but speak every moment we’re alive.
All of us, always, everywhere.
Waking, sleeping, breathing, with the name of God on our lips.