12/18/2025
When I get really depressed and desperate I reach out on Facebook and Instagram because what better way to get a hold of everybody I know all at once. I've been homeless now for four f****** months. Everybody's got some great ideas about getting out of being a homeless but people need to understand my situation and I'm going to tell you right now.I have a van that bring so many people happiness. And for 5 years I've been doing nothing but spendingAll the money I make to bring people happiness because when I'm depressed all I got to do is get behind the wheel of this van and I'm not depressed anymore because I make people dance in the streets. Filming lowriders is my passion but due to overheating I can't perform which means I can't even make side money right now. I want out of this lifestyle but right now I'm wearing a pair of sweats and my work shirt Dockter D s videos. I have no wardrobe to get a job I have to take bird baths and I live in a tent in The Pleasant valley Masonic cemetery. I had a lot of work done on the van and I have a new water pump and a new alternator thanks to a neighbor who came down in donated money to get my van fixed The problem was it wasn't enough to fix a van completely and now I suffer from overheating which is preventing me from taking any jobs. I can't even perform and people are offering me jobs for the holidays. I have to say no. The van does not lock which means I'm married to the van it does not stay out of my site because there's thousands of dollars worth of equipment on board. I need help and I don't want to go into a program because I'm not a f****** drug addict and I won't be able to pay storage which means I will lose everything. The depression is overwhelming and I try to fight it. I thank everybody who stepped into help but it has not solved my problem. If you want to help let me get my car fixed and show you what I can do. Last year I visited Christmas tree Lane every single night and this year I did it once in overheated adding to the depression. If I can't bring people happiness I don't want to live. Please help me and I will show you what I can do.