Dockter D's Videos and Photography

08/15/2025

I had to put my computer and cameras in the storage because I finally crossed over into the homeless life. Dirty my Vans dirty I can't show my face anywhere so there's no more content for the page I can't find a place to work on it I can't find a place to clean up I'm sicker than ever. Homeless life it sucked me in because I can't afford to keep myself clean I can't afford the gas and I just wanted to say thank you everybody. Hopefully I can pull out of this but it doesn't seem likely. Healthcare does not provide me a place to stay while I'm sick and now I'm a f****** mess. Sorry maybe if I ever get a hotel or hospital bed to heal I can crack open the computer and get out the rest of the content from the last two events but for now I'm done

08/13/2025

It's with heavy heart that I say that I contacted the organization that the lady was involved with that I helped Chase ice back to the military base and the organization said they lost contact with her. I looked over my shoulders I was leaving and she was getting hit by military police City Police yeah she's going to jail. I've been paying attention and I know how dirty they're playing so instead of going into the base I turned around in the parking lot long enough to get a flyer from her and tell her how much I appreciate what she's doing. She was beautiful she had a beautiful car and she was pi**ed and now she's incarcerated. F*** ice f*** Trump f*** our system if you want to help call this number this is the flyer she gave me before she went to jail

08/13/2025

Watch out Port Hueneme and Oxnard we just spent the last 20 minutes chasing ice back to fort Hueneme military base. I got alongside of some car that was screaming on an intercom and when I looked she was behind ice they were in undercover black SUVs and when I got alongside of them open my doors and started screaming f***** ice they hit their lights and ran to the military base like a bunch of pu***es watch out ice is in Port Hueneme and Oxnard today. The girl that gave me this the one that I helped Chase ice down and send them back to the military base, I don't think she got out I made a turnaround at the entrance and she was still there and as I turned around and look she was getting rushed by the police military police everybody. You go girl this is how you do it I mean I'm just too sick to go to jail so I'm finding a beach to lay down

08/13/2025

Watch out people ice is in town we just chased them back to the military base. Saw this girl that I heard screaming on an intercom and when I got along side of her it turns out she was behind ice chasing the f*** out of them and we chased them all the way back to the military base from my PA going her PA going screaming f*** ice. They're in Port hueneme and they're in Oxnard today be careful I'm posting this to all sites boom Black SUV completely undercover but when I got alongside and started screaming f*** ice they hit their f****** lights. F*** off ice go back to wherever the f*** you came from. I am posting this to every single site that allows me to they're not getting anybody today

08/13/2025

This is a picture of the medication I'm supposed to take for 20 days which is going to make me p*e excessively and I can't take it cuz I'm living in my van with no place to go to the bathroom there it is right in front of me the cure and I can't take it due to the fact I'm homeless. It's been good it's been real everybody I'm finally giving up because nobody wants me I'm a miserable disgusting mess and nobody wants me. Never p**s off a woman because they will destroy you especially one who is city council and former mayor. I don't know what I was thinking every dating this woman but she squashed me and now it's time to just erase me cuz I got nothing left. Homelessness has aged me 20 years in 30 days and I can't go on like this anymore. Never date anybody in politics because then you immediately inherit all their baggage all their haters all their enemies and you won't win

08/12/2025

Somebody called me a pity party today and that's where it ends. Excuse number two to turn it back on people. Today I drove around the community to remind myself of all of the money time and energy I spent on the community and all the different organizations. Wasn't hard to see my mark anywhere but the problem is it's all overgrown and forgotten about. I chased car clubs because it was the coolest and funnest thing I've ever done not because they needed my help but because I found what they do to be so f****** cool and they are the only people supporting me. It wasn't blood sweat and tears to bring them on back to life or fight to find the homeless place to sleep or get them better healthcare or food it was about catching those cars rolling down the road and getting them in that moment with the owner behind the wheel. I wanted to catch that moment when that owner drives down the street and is finally rewarded with all that hard work dedication and passion that he put into that car. It wasn't a cause it was a hobby and then became a passion and these are the only people that have kept me going this far. It's 100° in my van plus it's overheating I'm so sick I can't get out of the car and I just want to let everybody know thanks this isn't a pity party this is somebody who was seriously reaching out for help and lm blown away by the response. I never thought the car club would step up I thought the organizations would step up. So after 6 years of dedicating my life to the community all I got to show for it is 20 hours of weeding on memorial that everybody's forgotten about and a huge family in the car clubs. I need to go into a motel or a hotel now now today yesterday last week I'm going to die out here. Update I just read the hospital report and because I didn't get any assistance in recovery the first two times they sent me out with the 20-day bed rest notice and I will never find that so haha this is it

08/12/2025

Finally a good post. I found an old dark farm road in Somis and have never heard so much silence in my life because for 30 days I've been parked outside in the open in front of people in traffic public parking lots you name it and it's all been noisy and right now I can smell green I can smell strawberries I can smell garlic I can smell flowers and there is no noise. Just hope I don't get messed with because I'm really not in the mood. I am slowly going crazy because this is not the life for anybody like me because it will swallow me up and kill me and my heart my swelling from Love and everybody coming forward to help what are my condition I'm not getting a chance to use my swelling heart and it's getting smaller and smaller because all the sudden all I can think about is pain and my situation and it's hard to be a part of anything else right now

08/12/2025

Everybody sorry that no work is getting done on the page but I'm sick I'm really sick and I can't find a place to lay down. I can't start my medication I can't start my rehabilitation unless I find a place too late the f****** down. And it's not doesn't look like it's going to happen I've tried everything and obviously it's not working because I'm getting sicker. I will check my messages later on tonight but I'm so tired I can't even keep my eyes open cuz I haven't slept good and over a month and I am so much in pain. I don't mean to complain and really trying not to but I'm in hell right now and all content gets put on hold when I'm in hell sorry. If I find a place to work and rest I will get on top of the content thank you everybody for your support. I'm going to go try to find a way to get a hot meal on a food stamp card because I will not spend my cash reserves because they're keeping me moving and keeping from getting a ticket or hassle by the police. I was done a week ago I physically cannot sleep in this van anymore and I'm sleeping in it still and it's killing me and I will not let this van out of my sight so no shelters and there's no shelter that's going to let me sit on my back for 5 days 10 days and get better I've explored on my options in the end result is I have to stay in this van and try to get better and that's what's killing me. Off to find a hole to crawl into so I can disappear for the night if that's even possible. I remember when I used to dream about owning my own custom ride that's all I dreamed about now all I dream about is being able to lay down in a bed. That's all I want. And I never wanted something so bad

08/11/2025

Don't know where to go from here. Got my medication they warned me I'm going to be using the bathroom quite a lot which means I'm not going to take the medication because I don't have a place to go to the bathroom. So funny life is taunting me. Everything I need to do to make myself feel better, there's something that's torturing me the whole time and keeping me from starting the process. I need a place to go on bed rest or I'm going to die out here. And if that's the case okay I'm not trying to get anybody down today I'm just saying I will not take the medication with no place to use the restroom. This is a long process, one of which I have no means to execute. Looks like I stay sick. I've had 7 hours of sleep in 5 days now and can't do this any longer I'm not sleeping because I no longer have a place to sleep. It's a torture chamber it's not a bedroom. This van was designed to entertain and make people happy, not become a rolling sleeper and the day I take everything out and turn it into a sleeper I've just told the world I'm comfortable with being homeless and I'm f****** not

08/11/2025

Check this out there's one lucky kid

08/11/2025

08/11/2025

I hope three times is a charm cuz I am in so much pain and I'm all out of ideas