05/24/2026
I needed this. Childlike joy mid run. Hearing those excuses why itās not practical, and choosing to do it anyway. I want to seek more of those moments. This week has been a strange one.
What do you do after a DNF?
I have only dropped out of a handful races in my life, and marathon DNFs are very different to trail.
As an elite marathoner, a DNF means finding another race a few weeks later and trying again. In trail (at least for me), it means you work to accept what is, draw a line in the sand and move on.
Except as I discovered this week (while taking care of two stomach flu sick people), itās not quite as simple.
Do you take time off as you did a full build to that race, even if the race didnāt go as you hoped? Do you carry on with training, making the most of the opportunity to build on your fitness? That was my plan, but turns out the motivation combined with maxed out humidity + heat, made every run a struggle.
I slogged my way through this week, but maybe there will be time off ahead if my body and mind donāt feel better.
What I do know, is itās time for my annual social media delete while I am with my family on holiday. And exhale āļø