05/29/2026
I didn't get to do a post this past Tuesday because I was in Texas, but I still wanted to make sure to share this, even if I'm a few days late.
On May 26th 2025, I lost my friend, and brother in Christ, Carlos "Los" Lopez. This past Tuesday marked 1 year of him being gone. I still remember hearing the news about him passing, I unfortunately couldn't fully process everything at the moment because I was at church for music ministry practice. In general I tend to take awhile to process difficult moments like these as it is.
In the following days, I had lost all creativity and inspiration to make music. I would try, and nothing seemed to come out. It wasn't until a few days later I decided to make a beat dedicated to Los, and then things started to flow again. It ended up being something fairly simple, but it still was a reflection of how I was feeling. That was my very first beat I was able to make after he passed, it was like my way of grieving and being able move forward to create more.
Volume up to hear the beat that I dedicated to him.
Beat name: Gone Too Soon (R.I.P Los)