surviving in a world without him

12/17/2024

11/13/2024

I've come to terms with this truth. Joining my loved one was tempting, but I knew it wasn't feasible. My duties to my children and family take precedence. His passing doesn't halt our lives; I must carry on his legacy. This is my obligation, no matter how difficult.

10/28/2024

I wish I could have you tattoo me I've more time. I wish I would have let you give me more of them. Maybe I wouldn't be here living in a world without you. Maybe if I just let you do the three thousand tattoos I had picked out maybe we would be busy doing those and you wouldn't have been driving. Maybe if I weren't focused on the house and the kids and the remodel and build and if I focused on getting you help, we wouldn't be here maybe if I would have realized you were screaming for help instead of only hearing you scream in anger.... I could have saved you.. I should have been able to save you. I'm sorry I didn't save you my love. I'm so sorry.

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