04/23/2020
I missed yesterday. I was busy at work, tied to a computer and two cell phones, trying to handle a problem that just.keeps.happening. I didn’t get away from work until 8:30 p.m. and by then I was really only interested in my couch and my knitting. (I’m old, ok?)⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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It wasn’t until my nightly sourdough story post that I realized that I had missed it all, and the idea that - on Earth Day - I hadn’t experienced Earth or nature at all - not even a teeny tiny bit - made me profoundly sad. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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So much of what we do drives us inside. And I’m not talking about quarantine here. I’m talking tv and cell phones and computers. So instead of weeping, I’m recommitting to this vision I have of a more old-fashioned life. Of simpler times where I’m present. And I know what day of the week it is. And friends are humans we know from experiencing them, not just from watching their social feeds.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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So yeah, I’m sorry I didn’t post on Earth Day and that I didn’t take the time to share all the things I like to do to because it is something I love. But in a way, it was probably more meaningful for me to reflect on why I didn’t. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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Goals for today: regular work hours and a breath of fresh air⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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