09/14/2025
After sitting down with Roland Ruiz of the Leathernecks Confederation MC-Dallas Chapter on Unfinished Business - A Podcast for Veterans Pursuing New Life Missions, I felt something click. Roland shared his truth with raw emotional clarity: the pain of coming home, the loneliness, the near collapse, and the quiet courage it takes to ask for help. That conversation wasn’t just powerful, it was personal.
Because I’ve been there too. I’ve wrestled with suicidal thoughts, and I’ve faced a moment that nearly cost me my life. It’s not easy to say that out loud, but silence is part of what keeps people stuck. That’s why I curated “Two Two, Too Many.” This song comes from my own battle. From the nights that I tried to drink my way to wholeness. From the questions that had no answers. It’s a song for those of us who made it through, and those who need to know they still can.
Today, I’m donating “Two Two, Too Many” to Roland Ruiz and the Leathernecks Confederation MC – Dallas Chapter to support their Ride to Remember on November 8, 2025. This ride is more than an event, it’s a lifeline. It’s about showing veterans they’re not alone, and giving families a way to remember, to speak, to heal.
Please note: this donation includes respectful boundaries. The song is available for use specifically in veteran su***de awareness and advocacy efforts through the Leathernecks Confederation MC – Dallas Chapter. All other use, reproduction, or distribution requires written permission. Full credit is always to be given to me, Eric Rush | Prime Pitch Podcast Network, as the curator and producer of the song.
Why the Lone Motorcyclist in the Video?
The video for “Two Two, Too Many” features a lone motorcyclist on the road, and that wasn’t just a creative decision. That image is me. And it’s Roland. And it’s so many of us who have fought battles no one else can see. The road represents the journey back to ourselves. The space between who we were and who we’re still trying to become.
That rider isn’t riding to escape, they’re riding to survive. To keep going. To remember. And to prove that motion is life, even when it feels hard. Just like the Leathernecks ride together, this song rides with every person who’s ever felt like they were on their last mile. The message is simple: you’re not alone. Not anymore.
This song is my story. And now, it’s part of something bigger.
The Ocean Refuses No River.
Rush CEO | Executive Producer | Decorated Veteran
Unfinished Business - A Podcast for Veterans Pursuing New Life Missions
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