12/28/2025
As today comes to a close, I lay here full of memories. Who knew 2 years ago you would leave us and go home to be with our Heavenly Father. I cant lie, I've been emotional all day.
I remember the day as if it just happened again. I remember your breath getting short. I remember calling the ambulance. I remember riding with you in ambulance and telling you mommy's here and to just hold on. I remember you holding on until I told you I understand and it was Ok. I remember when you took your last breath.
I held your hand and laid with you for hours after you were already gone. Your dad was so broken, he cried as he held you for the last time. Wheeew, we miss you and your sister so much. Sometimes the pain is unimaginable but we understand the purpose.
I slept pretty much the whole day and then, I prayed and oh yes I cried and then, slept some more. Even though the tears come, I still smile because I know that you're free now. No more pain, no more hospitals, no more Dr appointments, no more procedures, no more therapy! It just still hurts. God allowed you to overcome so many obstacles for his glory and his purpose. I will never forget the miracle he bestowed upon us bringing you off Life Support. (The world needed to witness that, you restored the faith in so many)
I often sit and think about you and your sister and tears just start flowing, but they are not tears of sadness. They are tears of joy, knowing that you both are with our Father in Heaven. FOREVER IN OUR 💜❤️🩷'S