11/22/2014
All Vets-
The army doesn't do a very good job on educating on PTSD or how/where to treat it. In fact, you probably don't know you have PTSD and you do. If you deployed while you were in the service, odds are very, very good that you do. If you live in Washington State, the WA VA will pay for you to have PTSD counseling for FREE, for the REST OF YOUR LIFE. If you live in another state, I'm sure it's just a matter of that state VA doing the same.
Contact any PTSD counselor and ask them if they have contracts with the VA. I'm sure they do. I bring this up because another veteran took his life. I know during my time at Ft. Lewis, a heard about a lot of soldiers taking their life. I think what's killing them is one aspect of PTSD that's hard to detect. When you go and face situations that make you face death, especially if it's repeatedly, you begin to face a dilemma with death that most people don't deal with until they are around 70 years old and have a ton of life between birth and old age.
Young soldiers who go to combat have to sort out death and what it means relative to their own life. This causes them to not be able to see a future, because death is immanent for them. Your world starts to shrink, and will continue to shrink and leave you with no way of seeing outside of it.
The bad news is, PTSD will be with you the rest of your life. There are also many other things that come along with PTSD, but I believe this is the aspect that is causing su***des. Don't wait until it's too late, if you went to Afghanistan, go see a mental health specialist for a PTSD evaluation. You should also be receiving VA compensation for this disability the rest of your life.
PTSD is sneaky and you probably don't even think you have it. You do, you just don't know what it is and what it does. You won't see the physical attributes (crazy behavior), a lot of it is in how it changed the way you think. You think about su***de before you do it too. I see a lot of people reaching out because of the recent su***de, but what would really help end the cycle is going to treatment yourself, all of you as individuals and see what you are facing. It's hard to see such young people that served their country have to die from it.