04/01/2026
We moved, my wife and I, to a quaint little English town, the sort of place where everyone knows your business and the bells in the church tower mark every passing hour. We had three children then, and life seemed rather well-settled. Our eldest, Thomas, was five. Henry, the middle one, was three, and baby Edward was only eighteen months.
Now, there is one day from those times I remember most vividly, a day that changed me to my core. Until then, I firmly believed that working down the local coal mine was the toughest job a man could endure. Each evening I would come home, drop my boots by the door, and collapse onto the settee, thinking I’d done my part. One evening, I’d barely laid down when my wife handed me our nine-month-old.
“Frank, here, take Edward for a bit, will you? My arms are dropping off! He’s so heavy today!”
I groaned, “You must be joking. You’ve been at home all day, and now you ask for help? I’ve not long come out of the pit.”
She didn’t argue, just slipped quietly into the kitchen. It never struck me as odd then.
Only six months later, a family tragedy struck. A close relative of my wife’s passed away, and the funeral was in Wi******er. Julia, my wife, had been raised by this lady—she had no choice but to go. We agreed it made most sense for Julia to travel, while I took time off from the mines to keep the children.
So, there I was, left with the three boys. Odd as it sounds, I was almost excited to have three full days away from work. The children and I lounged in bed until midday, before eating some soup Julia had made the day before. After dinner, I tried napping for an hour, tempting as a slow afternoon sounded.
No such luck. Henry managed to nod off, but Thomas and Edward didn’t let me have a moment’s peace. Thankfully, they all crashed quickly that night, though there hadn’t been time for the walk Julia had insisted on. All seemed fine.
Morning, however, was a disaster. I managed to serve sandwiches to the older two, but Edward needed his porridge with milk. I tried to make it by guesswork—ruined it, of course, all burnt at the bottom of the pot. Refusing to eat, my youngest protested until I warmed some milk and gave him a roll. That would have to do.
Getting them all ready for a walk was something else. Thomas dressed himself, I wrestled Henry into his jumper, but Edward squirmed like a wet eel. The moment I’d tugged Edward’s tights on, Henry announced he needed the loo.
“Couldn’t you have gone before?”
“I didn’t need to go before.”
While I sorted one, the other cried out, “I’m all sweaty!” And so it was, chaos from start to finish.
Outdoors, I questioned why walks needed to be daily. Would once a month not suffice? I prayed this would be our last foray.
Upon returning, I was faced with a mountain of coats, wellies, hats, and gloves. Feeding them still loomed over me. Making more porridge was out of the question, so I opted for mashed potatoes. While I peeled spuds, the boys whirled around me—shouting, whining, crying. When they’d eaten, I was already worrying about what I’d need to cook next.
I put some broth on the stove and lay down for a moment, before being startled awake by the dreadful smell of burning. The broth had boiled over, scorching the whole hob.
After lunch, I surveyed the house—it looked like a barn at lambing season. Still, I gathered the boys, washed them all, changed them, and popped them into their beds. Thomas and Henry fell asleep quickly.
But then—disaster! We’d lost Edward’s dummy. If you know the panic of losing a beloved dummy before bedtime, you know it’s like the sky falling in. I would have traded anything to find it. Edward wailed non-stop; sleep wasn’t an option without it.
Desperation drove me—in my pyjamas—to knock next door, and the clock was nearly at midnight.
“What’s happened, Frank?” asked dear Mrs. Thompson.
“Please, help! I need a dummy. Edward won’t sleep without one—he’s beside himself!”
“We’ve only the one, and it’s well-used.”
“I’ll take anything. Please.”
I dashed back—Thomas, Henry, and Edward all howling in distress at my absence. I scrubbed the dummy, gave it to Edward, and finally, blessed silence. I sat and surveyed the mess, hands over my head, and looked up through tear-brimmed eyes.
“God above, forgive me. I promise, I’ll …
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