08/03/2025
I stopped being myself to avoid attachment. I’d underperform on purpose or mirror how others acted just to see the difference in how I’d get treated. And yo….people expect more from me than they do from others…
I troll to make people doubt me—I’m not trying to be understood or admired. I just don’t think this world is built for real love anymore.
I’m in love with the idea of it, but between the internet, the music, the constant temptation, and everyone’s opinions—friends, moms, cousins—it’s almost impossible.
Everyone wants to be seen, go viral, be “lit,” have “motion.” But real motion is discipline. It’s building slow, legit, with intention.
Mention business, W-2s, licenses, real structure—People start getting uncomfortable when they realize what it actually takes to start and run a real business. It’s not fast money. It’s patience, discipline, and sacrifice.
You might have to work a job you don’t even like—just to stack for months. Why? So you can get that W-2, which shows consistent income and employment. That’s what lenders and banks look at when you go for a real business loan.
Then it’s not just about starting—it’s about building it right. That loan helps you hire the people you need: maybe a team, maybe a contractor, maybe just an accountant to manage the money so you’re not stuck doing everything alone or messing up your taxes.
None of this happens overnight. It’s boring. It’s slow. It’s unglamorous.
But that’s the foundation. Months—maybe even a year—of real preparation before you even launch properly.
And that’s where most people tap out.
They want it now.
They’ll sell— their souls, their bodies, their morals
I serve AHAYAH—I move when AHYAYAH SAYS MOVE!
