08/07/2025
I TAKE MY TODDLER ON LONG HAULS—BUT LAST WEEK HE SAID SOMETHING THAT STOPPED ME COLD
I’ve been driving freight since I was nineteen, and when childcare got too expensive, I just strapped a car seat into the rig and brought Micah with me. He’s two now—sharp, stubborn, and already knows how to radio-check better than some new hires.
It’s not exactly conventional, but he loves the road. The noise, the movement, the steady rhythm of tires on asphalt. And honestly? Having him close helps with the loneliness.
We wear matching hi-vis jackets, share snacks, and sing the same off-key songs every stretch of highway. Most days blur together—truck stops, delivery docks, refueling routines.
But last week, right outside Amarillo, something happened.
We’d stopped at a rest area just before sunset. I was checking the trailer straps while Micah sat on the curb, humming to himself and playing with his toy dump truck.
Then he looked up at me—out of nowhere—and said, “Mama, when is he coming back?”
I blinked. “Who, baby?”
Micah pointed toward the cab. “The man who sits up front. He was here yesterday.”
I froze.
Because we’d been alone. We’re always alone. I don’t let anyone else in that truck. Ever.
I knelt beside him. “What man, Micah?”
He didn’t seem scared. Just matter-of-fact. “The one who gave me the paper. He said it’s for you.”
I checked the cab. Nothing obvious. But later, when I opened the glove box to get my logbook, there it was.
A folded piece of paper.
Micah’s name written across the front.
And inside—
— — — continues in the first 🗨️⬇️