03/08/2020
As far back as I can remember, I've always felt,.. Like, an "outcast" or "The Black Sheep" or another phrase "The Prodical Son"...
It sucks, hurts, it's stressful beyond words.. How does someone come to such a point & time in there life, to where,.. they wake up each & every single day & (hoped & prayed) it would all end.. Then night time comes once again that same night, as you lie there for countless minutes/hours.. Thinking to yourself or out loud verbally to yourself or someone else, or maybe it's God you're verbally addressing.. Eventually You're thinking about different scenarios, your mind is racing here & there back & forth,.. Eventually, you pass out at some point, only to wake up once again the. Very next morning,..
To feel the same way if not worse than the day before.. EVERYONE in this world is different from the next.. There are some of us in this world, that are just lost, confused & fighting things inside our minds, that you couldn't even begin to understand or comprehend.. An I'm telling you right now from experience "I Myself" wake up in the morning fighting numerous situations, thoughts etc.. & lay down at night still doing the same exact thing as I was doing when I woke up.. Whether you like this page or not or you follow it or not,.. Me, Myself & I (We) will be trying to figure out this "PURPOSE" & "REASONS" ETC... As to why I'm (we're) still here.. How come I (We) were chosen to feel the way I (We) feel an the next person doesn't.. An so on..