
07/22/2025
Fall 2019. took this photo and didn’t think much of it at the time. I lost track of them for a while, but found them as I was digging through some old hard drives—just another long day on set. But looking back, I see everything I was carrying. I see everything I was carrying.
This was the most challenging job I’ve ever done, partly because I wasn't doing it for another production company. I was doing it for myself and all the responsibilities laid at my feet. I was hired as the U.S. service production company for a French team shooting a project for Netflix. The logistics were a bit nutty, and the hours were brutal.
What you can’t see in this photo is me questioning my voice and how often I had to fight myself. The second leg of the job ended a week before the lockdown. During the pandemic, I realized I had to go through that to get to where I am now.