04/13/2023
I gave up building my brand to make the big bucks building other people brands (👉🏼 ) and while it’s been quite the lucrative and successful journey, I sure do miss making content of my own. And sure one could say “well no one said you had to stop” but while juggling a booming business, being a mom, wife, running a household, and still trying to maintain self care and a social life, there’s just not always enough time in the day.
I’ve never been so busy in my life, I’ve struggled to find a good work/life balance and at times my mental health has suffered. While things have been a little challenging I’m determined to figure this all out and be that super woman life is asking me to be right now. I CAN do it all, sometimes I don’t want to tho. Sometimes I miss my old life. But this season of my life although hard, I know that it’s defining me and setting me up for a beautiful life for many years to come. Not without sacrifice tho, I’ve had to prioritize and let go of a lot of things to step into all these blessings. And every time I’ve had to step into a new chapter of my life I’ve always had to strip away old versions of myself to become NEW. This is not my first rodeo, but it is one I’ve found myself being a little resistant too at times. 🙈 There are parts of me that I’m not ready to let go of (my IDGAF attitude being one of them, I actually have to give a whole lot of f***s now 😝) and I’m just being honest because that’s all I’ve even been with you guys.
I’ve been in the entrepreneur space for almost ten years. And no one ever talks about how hard it can be when you finally find success. But I will 😝 and yeah I’m probably complaining and sounding ungrateful but I assure you I am not. It is possible to bitch and complain about your situation and still be so grateful for it all. This is all I’ve ever wanted for so long and God wouldn’t have given it to me if I wasn’t ready, that’s why I know I GOT THIS and it will get easier and I will figure it all out. But until then this is where I’m at right now, at a cross roads of being really good at what I’m doing, being in high demand, but also struggling to juggle it all. And that’s ok 💎