07/26/2025
The Weight of Goodbye
They rode in silence all the way to the village. Andrew kept his gaze fixed on the road, avoiding his wife’s eyes. Marianne, wrapped in a thick blanket, sat in the back seat, silently bidding farewell to the city house where she had spent the last five years of her life.
And to her husband.
After the doctors delivered their grim verdict, Andrew had withdrawn into himself. The tender words he once showered upon her vanished, as did the little gifts he used to bring for no reason at all. He stayed late at work, lingered at friends’ houses, visited his parents—anywhere but home.
Marianne understood why. When she was healthy, strong, and full of life, he had wanted her. But now, confined to a wheelchair, she was a burden. Less than a month passed before Andrew spoke coldly:
"Marianne, don’t take this the wrong way, but you must see sense. You’re ill. You need rest, fresh air, proper care. I’m at work all day—there’s no one even to cook for you. It’s not your fault you can’t manage, but life doesn’t stop. Billy needs attention, the house needs looking after. I’ve spoken to your parents—they’re willing to take you in. Please don’t refuse. You’ll be better off there, with family, with the countryside. You understand, don’t you?"
Marianne trembled—not for herself, but for her son. Four-year-old Billy was her light, her reason to keep going.
"And what about Billy? How will I live without him?" Her voice shook with desperation.
"We’ll visit on weekends," Andrew cut in, avoiding her eyes.
He was handing her over to her parents like a broken thing beyond repair. And that was precisely how she felt—useless, defective.
The village greeted her with quiet and the scent of freshly cut grass. Her mother wiped her hands on her apron as she stepped out of the garden. Her father, usually busy with chores, was home that day.
"Goodness, my girl, I hardly recognise you!" Her mother gasped the moment Andrew carried Marianne inside. "You’re so pale, so thin!"
Tears sprang to her mother’s eyes as she listened to Andrew’s explanations.
"Billy’s at nursery. I’ve got to hurry back to town to fetch him."
"Why didn’t you bring him?" Edith, Marianne’s mother, frowned. "A boy should be with his mother!"
Andrew glanced at Marianne, stiff in her wheelchair, and hesitated.
"Marianne and I agreed he’d stay with me for now. He’s got nursery in town, and my mother looks after him. She’s over often these days, isn’t she, Marianne? The illness is one thing, but someone has to keep the house in order."
Edith’s face darkened with fury.
"And you’ve decided all this for us? For my daughter? Do you think I don’t see what you’re doing—trying to get rid of her? Well, if that’s the case, give us Billy too!"
No one expected Edith to lunge at Andrew, grabbing his collar.
"I know my Marianne! She’d never willingly part with her boy! You’ve twisted her mind, and I see right through you!"
Marianne reached out from the sofa, trying to stop the fight, but she lost her balance and tumbled to the floor. Her legs, which no longer obeyed her, had failed her again—just as they had every day since that terrible moment. The illusion that things could ever be the same shattered completely.
Her father stepped in, pulling Edith away from a stunned Andrew.
"Right, Andrew, let’s be off. We’ll fetch Billy."
"But—how? He’s got nursery!"
"Nursery isn’t school," her father said firmly. "He’ll stay with us for the summer—get some fresh air, rest."
When the men left to collect Billy, Marianne buried her face in her mother’s shoulder.
"Mum, why did you shout at Andrew? I was so afraid to come here—I’m a burden to you. Now you’ll have to care for me and Billy. Wouldn’t it be better if he stayed with his father?"
"Are you blind, girl?" Edith fumed. "Andrew’s casting you aside and keeping the boy for himself. Mark my words: he’ll divorce you and marry someone else—someone healthy and whole."
Marianne shook her head, refusing to believe it.
"No, Mum, don’t say that! Andrew’s suffering more than I am. He blames himself for the accident. When we married, no one thought I’d end up like this. I don’t want to be a burden—to him or to you. Maybe... maybe I should go to a care home?"
Edith gasped.
"Don’t you dare say such a thing! I’ll never send you away! And as for Andrew—he’s no martyr. I believe he’s to blame for what happened to you. But don’t worry, love, we’ll get you back on your feet!"
Marianne managed a faint smile, her eyes wet.
"I don’t think so, Mum."
"The important thing is you’re alive," Edith said firmly.
They took Marianne to the local healer, old Mrs. Agnes, whose name was spoken with reverence in the village. She lived with her granddaughter Lucy, a bright-eyed ten-year-old. They laid Marianne on a stiff couch, and Agnes pressed her hands over her legs, sighing.
"Poor lamb. I dreamed your husband swerved that car to save himself—didn’t think of you. The worst of it landed on you."
"That’s not true!" Marianne snapped, glaring at the ceiling. "It wasn’t like that. How would you know? Did Mum put you up to this?"
She shot a look at Edith, lurking by the curtain.
"I want to go home," Marianne sighed.
"Lie still, I’ll give you a rub and brew some herbs," Agnes murmured.
Lucy shyly held out a bunch of wildflowers.
"Auntie, you’re pretty as a princess," she whispered.
"Thank you, sweetheart," Marianne smiled, touching the girl’s cheek.
She’d long known she was beautiful. It was why Andrew had fallen for her when they met in the village shop—he’d been there for his grandfather’s funeral. Tall, confident, with an easy city charm, he’d seemed like a hero from her girlish dreams. He’d come back again and again, until one day he proposed. Marianne hadn’t hesitated—she left the village behind for life in the city.
And now? What good was beauty when her legs wouldn’t move?
At home, in her parents’ house, she woke as if from a dream. How rarely she’d called them, how she’d wrinkled her nose when her father brought jars of preserves.
"Dad, I told you we don’t eat pickles!"
"I thought you’d like them," he’d say, hurt. "Your mother and I stayed up half the night making these."
"Bring meat next time," she’d reply airily.
Visiting to help with the garden had been out of the question. Andrew scoffed that holidays were for resting, not labouring in the dirt. Marianne had nodded along.
"Forgive me," she whispered now, wiping her tears.
Disability had changed her perspective. Only her parents hadn’t turned away, despite their own age and ailments.
Edith forbade Marianne from chores.
"Where do you think you’re going? Sit still! You’ll fall and make things worse. Let me wheel you outside."
Her father cut down the doorsteps, built a ramp by the porch. They took her into the yard where he stacked firewood, and Billy, puffing, carried logs one by one.
"My little helper," her father grinned. "Look, love, what I made for you."
He pointed to a hammock slung between two posts beneath the …
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