08/17/2024
When a woman begins to suspect that she is unhappy in the reality she lives in, a lot of external noise appears in her life.
What is this external noise?
This is everything that you create artificially to drown out this pain, drown out the emptiness, loneliness, fear of being yourself, fear of hearing yourself.
This is when you dream of a beautiful and healthy body, but again and again choose to eat fast food, order food delivery or buy in supermarkets in ready-made food corners, because you “don’t have time”.
At this moment, you run away from yourself.
This is when you live with a person with whom everything seems to be “normal”, but at the same time you wake up every morning with a subtle, ringing feeling somewhere inside that something is wrong.
At this moment, you run away from yourself.
This is when you expect your loved ones to improve. They just need to be given a little more time. Again and again you give them chances, justifying their actions.
At this moment you run away from yourself.
This is when you spend weekends in shopping malls or other things that you artificially create for yourself to kill time. This is when you disappear for hours into games on your phone, social networks, online shopping.
At this moment you run away from yourself.
These are just a few examples...
And what does "run away from yourself" mean to you?