Here's a fascinating and incredibly insightful essay by Jessica Abel on the creative process, especially in regards to creating graphic novels: https://tinyurl.com/y44rp3zx. The graphic novel in question, by the way, is TRISH TRASH ROLLERGIRL OF MARS, available at booksellers everywhere from Super Genius.
The point of being human is to try things that are incredibly difficult even if it exceeds your grasp. That’s who we are. That’s what makes it all worth it.