
09/28/2025
Finding Strength in Faith: A Journey Through Stage 4 Colorectal Cancer
�In times of great struggle, it can often feel like the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. This sentiment rang true for me as I faced the daunting challenge of stage 4 colorectal cancer. My battle began with a fear that gripped my heart, made worse by the isolation of the pandemic and the physical distance from my immediate family.�During my recovery from major surgeries—having parts of my colon and liver removed—my days were filled with pain and uncertainty. The sterile environment of the hospital, devoid of visitors, added to my sense of loneliness. As I lay in the recliner next to the bed where my wife and daughter slept, the darkness of despair often crept in.�Despite the agony, I found solace in prayer during the quiet hours of the night when the world was asleep. I turned to God, pouring out my fears and hopes, seeking comfort in our connection. The memories of my marriage and the joy of my daughter's birth became lifelines, anchoring me in moments of turmoil.�The strength to get up each day and face chemotherapy came from knowing that I was not alone. My family was there, even miles away from our home, and their love became a beacon of hope that guided me through the darkest days. Each treatment brought with it the reminder that God had not forgotten me; He was with me every step of the way.�As I continue to navigate the long road of remission and treatment, my faith has grown deeper. I often find myself reflecting on the importance of self-encouragement, especially when the path ahead seems long and daunting. Each day is a gift, and my journey has strengthened not just my body, but my spirit.�In the face of adversity, we can choose to embrace our pain and use it to fuel our faith. It is in these moments of trial that we discover the depth of our strength and understanding of God's purpose in our lives.�If you are facing your own struggles, remember that hope can be found even in the darkest moments. Lean on your faith, embrace the love of those around you, and find encouragement in the little victories each day brings.