08/12/2022
Hello Loves!! I know I know, it’s been a very long time since I posted about my loc journey, skin care, health or my weight loss journey and I know y’all going to hate me but I’ll no longer be posting on this page anymore 🙈
See what had happen was, I got depressed and my anxiety got the best of me. I started to compare my content, my locs, my looks, and my personality to literally everything and everyone and it became nerve wracking to keep up with a posting schedule and the forever changing algorithm. Don’t get me wrong, I love talking about my hair and sharing my journey with you all but it got to a point where I didn’t enjoy it anymore and it started to mess with me mentally.
So, I just stopped and took time to get help and find myself again. And in doing so I picked up a book and rekindled my love for reading again and I’ve never felt better. I feel complete, at peace, and centered for the first time in a very long time.
To the loc community, thank you! Thank you for being there for me when I needed it the most. Thank you for being the outlet in my time of grief, loss, sadness, and struggle, free of judgment. Thank you for allowing me to meet so many amazing people and create memories that I will cherish for a life time. Most importantly, thank you for always showing me love when it was hard to love myself.
To my followers, my friends, my ride or dies: I LOVE YALL FOR REAL! You all have kept me afloat many days and I can’t even find the words to explain how much you all truly mean to me. I could have never gotten to this point without each and every one of you. So I will forever be in your debt.
Will I ever post about my locs again? Yes and no. I will not be making content solely dedicated to my hair anymore BUT on my book page I will post loc updates in my stories here or there and keep them saved in a highlight so you can view that content whenever.
Again thank you for the bottom of my heart!
-Mahoganylocs
