01/05/2026
Happy Holidays Y'all! Happy New Yearrr! If you're reading this; YOU F✨️CKING SURVIVED! You deserve a grand and endearing cheer! Even through 2025, the year that so many of us seemed to be tempted by life and death itself - here we stand warriors in the new year, equipped a more expansive version of ourselves!
In the past year I lept into an atmosphere that led me away from you, and it seems like a collective of us from each other. It feels like time to open up and share a glimpse into the past year in which I've almost... felt...obligated to refrain from sharing, engaged in a new sort of active yet isolated experience - feeling everything yet lacking articulation prudent enough to share outside of myself in anything, seeing more than I could speak felt overwhelmingly like defeat...well tbh alot of the things I was being shown, felt or were/am navigating felt too vast, complex, too much to share in these spaces until I was more grounded which ultimately grew into distance as I was and (am still) learning and growing through my perspectives, beliefs and convictions and where they are leading me. I truly wanted and actively want you to explore your own beliefs without the impression of my own, as I had the opportunity to explore mine without the pressure of others either - just me and TMH. The divine and the unknown. I know better than to think my convictions or beliefs are the final authority and Spirit moves vastly different in each of us ~ each with our own divine purposes - and the way my heart is set up (*I couldn't help myself with the kevin hart reference) sometimes that can feel difficult to navigate considering the depth of our history and relationships we've formed. I've always felt and feel immensely grateful for the opportunity to be here with you all, to share and learn together has been a gift that continues to give even when I haven't understood life swirling around me and the new ways I had learned how to live.
Beginning this journey so many years ago, I knew it would be one of empowerment but I never understood to what depth that would lead to - and it's still unfolding to this very day. Through time, my expansion has led to a position of leadership I didn't expect, and for me, the way I've grown, the things I've grown through and how we've grown together these past few years, it's been difficult to remember that I'm not here to have it all figured out as a leader, as merely a way shower but to first and foremost be authentic, vulnerable and human and to stand among you as student myself too - in the community, among those living, learning, loving and sharing as we walk back home together - whereever we may find ourselves.
When I reflect on what truly matters to me it has always been about us, about you and OUR relationship(s) with each other - with All That IS, the world around us and our collaboration within it that means everything to me - even more than my quest for personal growth (which does have it's place in balance) is the ability to grow together through the highs, and the lows and the community we've built along the way.
I love and miss y'all SO much! There's SO much to share!! Change isn't just coming, it's here inviting us to embrace the courage to dance with life again! Cheers to a new month, a new year, a new start ~ hand in hand, heart to heart!
