07/06/2022
So many have been wondering where the heck did go? Just like many others, have taken time to deal with my demons along with ending a 6-year project and getting sucked into what appeared to be a great project. After the 6-year project, I couldn’t define my purpose anymore. Really. So much goes into some projects that you are left losing yourself because you are birthing something and when it finally comes out, you discover that you are not the one to take it from there to the delusional thoughts of greatness you thought would follow. As for that “great” project. I guessed that while great, if that project required more that what was agreed to, and then you become clear that the project leader doesn’t really appreciate what you have to deal with in life, that then maybe it’s not such a great project after all.
I have always believed that if you have the resources to compensate your team, that you should make sure you are empowering their lives as part of the collaboration. If you are the leader, that you allow people to do their jobs/roles that make you successful. That you create a space where everyone is enrolled in your vision and they take ownership of their role in making your vision come true… and flourish for everyone’s benefit.
So I am still here. Gestating the next chapter as there are only 1,400 weeks left to get this life right where I have always wanted it to be. Who know? Maybe soon there will be big news on that chapter for sharing. But for now, I miss the creator part that was thinking of ways to reach out and touch you with a thoughtful message and some expression of art that represented what I was thinking. Soon!
