HawK N LoaD

02/11/2025

As far as I'm concerned, this is just payback for barking in the middle of some of my best line reads.

02/09/2025

Obligatory Sarge & Doc-tent for your poisoned timeline

02/01/2025

POV: HawKNLoaD working on trying to figure out why his camera is broken but he has good boys

01/28/2025

I'm 34 years old and the entire foundation of my existence relies on a Chrysler 200 that has broken down every month for the last 6 months, no matter how much of it I've replaced. Don't be like Hawk.

01/26/2025

You know how when you gotta get to work, a decent commute away, and your gas light is on but you're broke. So you wing it and hope you make it there...

That's what my brain feels like

01/18/2025

I don't know why yesterday's post doubled itself, but thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. No slowing down, no getting younger, and no days off. I got somewhere I'm trying to be 🤘

01/18/2025

I've gotten multiple IRL people giving me their condolences today for the loss of my TikTok platform but I'm just stoked that if I die in any newsworthy way, I will no longer be referred to as "TikToker HawKNLoaD"

01/17/2025

34 fu**in years. Here's to what is surely the decade I have left

01/12/2025

Stopping the grind to say thank you to everyone still supporting me as we continue on into 2025. Doc and Sarge as tribute, like always.

01/08/2025

01/01/2025

Happy New Year

Each year I confidently proclaim THIS year will be the Year of the Hawk, and I was kinda right, but it was the wrong Hawk that took the year and spit on that thang

F**k everything

12/25/2024

Merry Christmas!

12/24/2024

Happy Birthday Lemmy

LEMMY IS GOD | A Tribute History of Lemmy Kilmister & Motörhead

New video is up on the YouTube Channel | HawKNLoaD

12/15/2024

Doc and Sarge wanted you guys to know my next big video is done. A special short will go out this week and Christmas is going to be very... loud.

12/12/2024

12/08/2024

As a sad side note on a sad day, I'd like to say this;

A couple of years ago I did long-form documentary on the events at the Alrosa Villa, Dimebag Darrell, and the prick who killed him. Thanks to some internet archives I was able to dive pretty deep into it and it's rough.

This day, for Pantera fans, will always bring to the front Dimebag Darrell Abbott, as it should, but Dime was not the only one to lose their life that night. The devastation and impact of the event has wrought havoc on countless people, including Nathan Bray, the fan with a baby and wife at home, who attempted to provide futile aid to Dime and paid for it with his life. Or Jeffrey "Mayhem" Thompson & Erin Halk, and everyone in that room that had to watch it happen and fear the worst.

Since I finished that project, knowing everything I know about it, I try to remember them right alongside Dime.

Just a thought I had today.

12/01/2024

Doc has spoken