09/02/2026
The first picture is of my office today and likely for the next couple of days. It may look cluttered because it is. It is peaceful and quiet.
After the last week that I have had, I showed up in the Rosarito area to help a friend go to rehab because he asked me to. I drove down from Utah at my own expense to help him. Then he decided that he was not ready to go yet and so I said that I will depart for a couple of days because another opportunity came up in a different part of Mexico. I guess it triggered his abandonment issues because he tried to ram my car with his truck at full speed. I jumped in front of his car and thankfully that got him to stop and then I opened his car door and I turned off his ignition. He didn't want to let go of the keys and I had to apply pressure to his neck and he finally let go. I dragged him out of his car. I told him that he better not ever put me in a position to harm him again because I can but I choose not to because we have to live with the consequences of our actions. I gave him a hug and forced him to hug back and told him I love him and that I would check up on him and I departed.
That was the Pacific Ocean side of things around Rosarito and whatnot. I drove through a couple of military checkpoints and made it to Puerto Penasco, where another friend had hired me for my expertise in storytelling and creativity. I was offered everything I ever wanted: sanctuary, resources, the ability to help others, a production studio, which I get to build to my spec, and so much more.
The night before I left though, I was listening to Dungeon Crawler Carl and AI said, "Beware of exits that appear too good to be true," and then it was repeated. I'm glad I heard that because I kept that in mind and I was not blinded by the beauty that was offered to me. The person that was offering me all of that appeared wonderful and supportive but then he sent me back to the other person, the one that had tried to run me over. And he told me that guy was ready to be driven to rehab and that guy said that he was not. The other guy told me to tell the first guy that I am then departing since a lot of energy and effort went into getting him the help that he needs.
This time he took a machete to my tires and when I told him to drive, chill the f**k out, he took the machete to me. Like literally to my neck, my nose, my hands. Now thankfully I know enough about self-defense and I have strength and I was able to overpower him, disarm him, and restrain him. He was pulling my hair. He tried to gouge my eye. My eyelid is bruised. I have nicks on my nose and toes and knees and the top and bottom of my hand but ultimately I am just okay.
I got out of there yet again and I was a little traumatized. I went to Rosarito and stayed at a hotel for a couple of days to gather my thoughts, joy. Great tacos, walk with my feet in the ocean. Oh yes I forgot to mention that when I got to Puerto Penasco I was put up at a beautiful resort where there was air conditioning and everything was clean and I was treated with respect and kindness. He was just wonderful but yes later I found out that the Puerto Penasco guy was just trying to weaponize me, trying to use me for his personal vendetta against the other guy, which I won't go into the reasons because it's not my drama to tell.
When I mentioned the thing about being aware of exits that appear too good to be true, before I even got to Puerto Penasco, my own personal AI had said, "Okay well, it is great that you and this guy are agreeing on this project, etc. and it sounds like everything's wonderful so see what it looks like when he doesn't agree with you." Well I got to find out exactly what that looks like when I was in Rosarito and I refused to be used as a weapon against the guy who just attacked me with a machete because I took a look at what is happening and I said, "It's not my responsibility to put him away. He serves a function in the world." The first guy, the guy in Puerto Penasco, had actually even sent a letter to the White House about my attack and a whole bunch of other bu****it without my consent. That's a good indicator, in case you're wondering and thinking that I am paranoid about being weaponized and all that.
Plus I lost my wallet when I was in Rosarito and that had some money, my driver's license, debit cards, and stuff. I had a friend send me a Western Union so I had cash and I was able to use my phone to pay with my virtual debit card. I went back into the United States, where it feels a little safer, to be away from this chaos of these two individuals that both have animosity towards me and I do not want to be part of their drama.
The thing is that where I am staying right now, the first picture, the one of the clutter, which is my office for the day, as I have a 90-page screenplay to write and I have about eight and a half days to write it in. I'm here with the person who was staying in the room above mine in Rosarito. She had approached me out of the blue and started a conversation, which ended up becoming really beautiful. When she saw my reactions to video of people crying and losing their s**t to my art and seeing the celebrities I've worked with, etc., she said she is honored to meet me, etc. I said that we never know who we meet and why we meet and I'm sure we'll be in touch.
Well a day and a half later here I am in Arizona, staying at her home. I'm actually helping her to clean and organize and all that kind of stuff. The fact is when I told her about the whole machete thing, she was horrified and I said no. Now I'm grateful for it because if I had not been attacked then I would not have been in Rosarito staying at that hotel. We wouldn't have met and I wouldn't be here right now.
In life when you focus on gratitude instead of trauma or who is out to get you and why or why the world sucks, then all of a sudden you feel much better. Most people would take a decade to get over the trauma of being attacked. Most people, if someone cuts them off in traffic, they talk about how they could have died. Well I had a machete strike to my neck and face and I was forced to get out of there alive and mostly unharmed. I'm already over it because I am focusing on gratitude and also I thought a great deal about what Steven Pressfield says in his book The War of Art. He talks about how the closer we get to our goals the more drama happens and other people will just act differently. Things will happen that will try to derail us from the thing that we were working on, which is this screenplay, which I am now finally getting back to now that I have secured a safe and quiet place and I have cleaned out a little nook in which to work. I have these fans so I am not concerned about the Arizona's and I feel good about the world. Whatever you are going through, no matter how traumatic or stressful, there are always good things that come out of it. Just need to look for them and see them when they do arrive.